Ranting about musebox happenings (Angel Grove on IJ)

[todeliver]

Well. That was certainly the unmitigated nightmare we did not expect, wasn't it? Well, perhaps YOU should have known, and warned me about opening my mouth to anyone, especially pretty girls who I am trying to empathize with because I feel badly for them.

Now, instead of being someone she can speak to, I am apparently the enemy for daring to suggest that our shared circumstances mean that she can come to me with problems. I reached out, with things I would sooner have kept to myself, for thinking they would help someone, and that has made things worse.

I hardly wanted anything in return from her, it would not be right to even consider possibilities but I should not be in trouble for telling someone that she can come to me with no judgments because I've been where she is in the past.

This, clearly, is not going to work out as anything in the long term, now is it?

You know what the proper solution for that is, and the application to camp is half finished. Your hold's expired but we can certainly finish it, center the things we want to do, make final choices as to what's going on with that AU, and then I will have friends again.

I'd rather prefer that to trying to make them other places, thank you.

-N. Feuilly