dear_mun | someone is over 9000 years late to watching the second movie

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someone is over 9000 years late to watching the second movie

We got along before, somewhat. More precisely, I tolerated you, and you showed something like respect for me.

I cannot begin to comprehend why you think I would want to work with you now, even after...that thing you watched that was not me.

What would you do with me now, I wonder. Where would I go. Or, more accurately, where could you find to even put me? I have one purpose and only belong in one place. Take me out of that again, and you take out part of me.

Which was part of why you were so disparaged about that me. Why would you try to do something when the outcome would be similar, me not being me? That seems hypocritical, and you know that the hypocritical have no place in Paradise.

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You're not making a hell of a lot of sense.

No wonder your mun doesn't listen to what you want. Well, not that they would, anyway. You can scream at them until your throat's bleeding and they'll still go about their merry way and do whatever the fuck they please.

Not to you, but that is inconsequential. She knows that taking me from my home and putting me elsewhere would do a lot more than it would with the others.

Just because you and many others have had bad luck doesn't mean I will.

Trust me, you will. We all do. Just having a mun pick us up at all is a sure sign of bad luck.

Surprises me that you don't know that. You don't seem like you're new at this.

I've been around for quite some time.

[OOOooOOOOoooh spooky speak]

I do not believe in luck. There is no luck. There is only the purpose and will of God, and how we follow Her. Nothing else.

[Anne raises an eyebrow at that. It just sounds creepy. But then.]

Oh, right. You're one of those religious nuts. I guess that explains your attitude.

[Oh no. Oh Anne, oh no, oh no. She is not "one" of those religious nuts. She is the worst of them.

Which makes her, in her mind, the best of them, but not everyone sees things the same way...]

It's kept me where I've wanted to be and was meant to be all this time. Nothing changes when you know your place and who you are meant to be.

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[Anne reacts to this with a cool eyebrow raise, and she doesn't look impressed]

You know, I've met a couple of people like you.

They were both in solitary confinement.

Perhaps they were meant to be in solitary confinement.

[Even the nuts have their nuts, didn't you know?]

So you're gonna sit there and tell me that everything turns out exactly the way it's supposed to?

Bullshit.

Yes. That is exactly what I am saying.

Simply because it is not the way it is wanted or thought to be makes no difference. What is supposed to happen happens, same as it always has and always will.

See the way you're saying it, you make it sound like any choices we make or things we try don't make any damn difference. Not something I can get behind.

I'm still calling bullshit.

All choices have been foreseen. They are already known. There is no choice when everything is already known, including those choices.

Call it whatever you like, but it does not change my views.

See, this is why I don't talk philosophy with hippies.

You're so intent to try and shake the foundations of my world, and then quick to insult me when I won't let you.

Is your confidence in your own beliefs really so fractured that you go out of your way to try and watch mine crack and crumble? Seems to be quite an awful life, if that is what you have to do in order to hold onto your faiths.

See, you'd probably be right in most cases. But I don't have any beliefs.

[There's the tiniest of smiles. So cute, Anne.]

Your belief is that you have no belief. That is still a belief. Can you not realize that much?

I'll realize whatever the hell I want to realize. But I don't need you crawling up my ass to do it.

You do realize you were just contenting yourself to crawl up mine, do you not?

You must be aware of your actions. How can you change anything when you let yourself go so blindly into things, even if it's a mere argument about your beliefs?

Oh, so we're playing therapist now. Fine.

As much as I know people like you are so content with their warped little realities that they feel the need to poke around other people's brains and try to figure out why exactly they don't think the same, it doesn't mean I have to like it.

And if I went blindly into things I'd be dead by now.

And yet—all I did was mention God. You immediately started talking about how this, of course, made me insane. You didn't even need to think, you just acted.

You can talk about people like me all you want, but at least I know myself and my beliefs. You may think me blind, certainly, but I have done nothing to wrong you and you decided it was perfectly fine to try and wrong me because of people who were not me.

Blind rage, I believe they call it.

[believe c:]

[And then a beat, and she just kind of stares. And then she glances off to the side, and then back at Claudia. And then clears her throat]

Then I guess I owe you an apology?

[If Claudia can't make someone see the error of their ways, belief-wise, at least she can make them see the error of their ways when it comes to other things. It'll have to do, as much as she'd prefer it not, but. Ah. Paradise only holds so many...]

If you want. I'm hardly going to demand one.

Well, then I'm sorry.

[Anne may be a bit irrational, but she's not an asshole.]

I guess I jumped down your throat for no reason. You didn't really have it coming.

[That wasn't so difficult, was it?]

Thank you for the apology.

[And then, abruptly:]

So what were you doing in Silent Hill?

[Anne is about to tell her "sure no problem" or something to that effect and then make a hasty exit, but then she says that. If she'd been drinking anything, she would have done a spit take all over the other woman]

What?

[What is going on here]

I was supervising a prisoner transfer and some of the inmates got loose in the town so I...

[There's something going on here, isn't there?]

... who have you been talking to?

No one.

[There's always something going on in Silent Hill, Anne. What are you, new?

~~also meta and stuff but SHE'S THE PRIESTESS OKAY~~]

So. You came to Silent Hill to let dangerous criminals escape and roam her [uh oh] streets, corrupt her citizens. Is that it?

[did you come to destroy her anne oh no]

[She'll believe that for approximately zero seconds]

Sure. No one.

[Claudia will get a hard look now]

No. It was a goddamn bus crash and I was trying to round up the inmates. You think I somehow magically vanished the road in front of the bus?

Because no, I didn't.

We crashed because the road was gone. Christ.

[What a sad story. Really, just the worst tale of woe she ever heard.]

That can happen. [Can eyes twinkle? Yes. Yes they can, because Claudia's are all alight.] When it calls someone and needs them to stay, the road may never be seen again.

[And that just confirms her suspicions about the town knowing things. The look she's giving Claudia right now is one of absolute uneasiness, and she actually takes several steps backward]

And what exactly would a town need from me?

[How could the town not know? And how could there not be people (not monsters, of course) who didn't know the town?]

I couldn't say. I wasn't aware of the situation. Trust me, had I been in Silent Hill at the time: I would have known immediately.

We might have even met.

[A long pause and a suspicious look]

What are you up to?

How do you know all this? What the hell's going on?

[Oh, Anne. Poor thing. Don't be so suspicious. Just talk to God.]

Me? I'm up to nothing. I do my purpose, as laid out by God. [More spooky talk?] Have you been in town and never seen the church?

If you find yourself there, trapped, you should visit. There is no place safer, even for nonbelievers.

[Except for any place that's not Silent Hill, of course.]

And what exactly is your "purpose", then?

[Still looking suspicious, she turns, gesturing randomly with her hands, and when she turns back to face Claudia her face has a look of resignation on it]

And there is no way in hell I'm going back there, to visit a church or otherwise.

[Someone's traumatized y/n]

I'm a priestess. [Also barefoot????] I have always been in Silent Hill.

Which will always be in you. Now and forever.

[Oh god and now there's some kind of creepy religion on top of all the monsters and everything else? Anne's just glad now that she got out when she did]

It's a town. How the hell can a town be IN someone?

[She's getting pissed off. Mostly because that's basically her response to any sort of stimuli, negative or positive]

[Aw, that's cute.

Really cute.]

Your reaction. The way you get angered speaking of it. You're never going to forget it, even though you fulfilled your role and were released. It will never leave you.

Take comfort in that.

[wow that's really comforting "remember silent hill please return soon!!!"]

[And then Anne's anger spikes up again at that, at that sore spot. She never will forget that town. Claudia is right. But she doesn't want to accept that, and in response she bristles]

Comfort?

I'm not going to let a fucking clump of buildings get to me. I left. It's over with.

[Except that's not the case and she knows it.]

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someone is over 9000 years late to watching the second movie

oh god..

*oh alessa

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I love these two oh wow

come to church anne it'll be a great time

a great time on opposite day

how about opposite night the church is safe really best place to be

Oh sure I'll just... wait. Nice try Claudia

Just don't go into the room with the mirror for too long. You'll be fine otherwise!

but I'm already in there...

better get out or hope you saved recently

I haven't saved since the mall storage room oh jesus

terrible lack of forethought

also out of health drinks

TOTALLY SCREWED

crying forever

hope you sent a letter to your past self cuz that's all you got

I am so screwed

your brought this on yourself really it's all your fault silent hill is blameless in this

dammit Silent Hill stop doing this to me

you keep turning it on!!

I am laughing so hard...

All the priestesses are barefoot it's a requirement

Claudia you're going to get athlete's foot