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dear_mun2013-07-29 06:51 pm
erza_scarlet) wrote in dear_mun2013-07-29 06:51 pm
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Homeless and Irritated as hell
Mun... I can appreciate the paid account, I can appreciate the work you put in to put all of my icons together, but what I most certainly do not appreciate is your laziness! I've been one of your most consistent muses for nearly three years now, and you have never once written an application for me to be put into a game.
If that was the only problem I had with you I might be able to forgive you, but your callousness does not end there. You've dropped many of your tags you've had with me in the past simply because of your inconsistent lack of drive. Not only that, but the only comm you've been willing to put me in of late isthe_love_hotel of all places. How can you ever hope to improve yourself if you are only going to write romantic drivel and smut!?
Where is the mun who once wrote of great battles, adventures, and friendships? What has become of the mun who wouldn't back down even if a history section in an app took seven pages?! What has become of you mun to let your pride as a writer, an actor, and a human being to fall so far? Get your act together and app me somewhere, or so help me I shall teach you the meaning of pain far worse than Natsu or Gray have ever dreamed of receiving from me.
[Someone save me ;;]
If that was the only problem I had with you I might be able to forgive you, but your callousness does not end there. You've dropped many of your tags you've had with me in the past simply because of your inconsistent lack of drive. Not only that, but the only comm you've been willing to put me in of late is
the_love_hotel of all places. How can you ever hope to improve yourself if you are only going to write romantic drivel and smut!?Where is the mun who once wrote of great battles, adventures, and friendships? What has become of the mun who wouldn't back down even if a history section in an app took seven pages?! What has become of you mun to let your pride as a writer, an actor, and a human being to fall so far? Get your act together and app me somewhere, or so help me I shall teach you the meaning of pain far worse than Natsu or Gray have ever dreamed of receiving from me.
[Someone save me ;;]
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[Damn, I really wish I could remember whether or not Erza has ever met Zeref... apart from the possibility that he's Acnologia.]
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I don't want what happened to my world to happen to another. Though... I believe it is our world, judging by that guild mark.
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... What... what do you mean? What has happened to our world? What does that have to do with you being placed in another one?
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I don't want another world to suffer like that. Not because of me... and not because humanity fails to learn from my mistakes, era after era.
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[ He knows, believe him. ]
Four hundred years is a long time to watch the effects of my magic on the world. [ Even from the seclusion of Tenroujima. ] And yet, despite that, the creatures Mavis claimed to love so much, 'humans,' would eagerly gain the power I have if given the chance.
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I don't know how you know Mavis, but you're wrong. Yes, there are some humans who crave the power you are capable of wielding, but I have seen what a small fraction of your power is capable of and I want nothing to do with it. Power corrupts, and absolute power absolutely corrupts, and if you are not careful it can consume you whole. Yet... I think you know that as well as anyone could ever hope to know, and my deepest regret is that there will always be some who are foolish enough to try to seek your power. Not all humans will though, and I am one such human.
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[ A pause, as he listens. No, not everyone was in a dark guild, but those who were idolized him; some more than others. ]
In my case, it consumed everything around me. [ Just standing near him was dangerous, even lethal. And even as well-hidden he was on Tenroujima with that barrier acting as a smokescreen for his presence, to find him, you just need to look for an inexplicably dead forest, or some other type of dessicated wasteland. Maybe he should try a desert instead? Or a tundra? ]
And yet, there is still greed, war, and the desire to harm others. How many times has it been... humanity doesn't even try to change. And my time spent in these 'games' only proves to me that human nature remains constant even in other worlds.
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Perhaps that is a defensive mechanism you've developed. The magic you possess may be so powerful that were you to keep it inside of you for too long it would destroy you... I can only theorize really.
Human beings are by default inherently flawed. Our bodies will oftentimes crave things that slowly kill us like alcohol, and even things as necessary as the sun overhead can eventually cause us harm. We live in an imperfect and flawed world, it is not solely the fault of human beings. Oftentimes conflict will arise simply because we do not understand each other as well as we'd like to, and peace can only come about through seeing the truth.
In the case of you... perhaps there wouldn't be so many mages seeking your level of power if they only knew the price that must be paid for it.
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None of that matters. The only thing that will stop it now is my death.
[ A brief sigh. ] I wanted nothing to do with this era. Hades forced my hand and summoned Acnologia, and paid for it with his life. [ That's right, he killed Hades. Easily, he might add. He was dead before he hit the water. ] He was representative of everything wrong with the world. The kind of person that brought me into existence.
[ Zeref shook his head. ]
There are those who think it would be worth it, ke worse, wouldn't care. I'm sorry. But the world has left me with no choice.
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... You...
[She'd always wondered what had become of him... and Acnologia... now all the pieces were falling into place, and a deathly chill was running up her spine.]
Acnologia... you're the one in Lucy's future...
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[ Grandine? Wasn't that the Sky Dragon? It's been... how long has it been? ]
I doubt Grandine would want to speak with me.
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[Erza blinks in surprise as an entirely different idea hits her like a ton of bricks.]
Are you familiar with... Edolas?
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[ A sigh. ]
Before my exile, most scholars believed Edolas to be a myth, or pseudoscience. But I am familiar with the concept, yes.
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Edolas is no myth, I and several members of Fairy Tail were dragged into this other realm of existence where the exceed all originate from. In Edolas magic was not found in individuals but rather the land itself, and it was used more like a fuel. Now, all the magic in Edolas is utterly gone, wiped from its existence... if you were to somehow find a way to go to that plane of existence, even your magic would cease to harm anyone. You could finally be free to start a new life in a world that has never heard of Zeref, free from ever killing another soul with just your presence.
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I see... [ He listens patiently, closing his eyes. That... was an interesting idea. But of all of the very advanced, dangerous, and powerful magic Zeref had, dimension-hopping wasn't one of them. He COULD create the Eclipse Gate, which... wasn't easy. And that could only travel through time, not across dimensional boundaries. ] It doesn't seem like a feasible option.
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[Well she did say her and members of Fairy Tail traveled to Edolas. If you did construct the eclipse gate to go back in time, you could go back to when Fairy Tail went to Edolas, and stealthily follow them through the gate.]
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[ Which would mean he wouldn't have ever met Natsu on Tenroujima, which means Grimoire Heart would have never showed up, which means Acnologia would have never showed up, which means... well, even if those things were all bad (with the first one being only arguably so), radically changing the past like that often came with a lot of unintended consequences. Whatever the case, the Eclipse Gate was NOT easy to make, not even for him. And it would be hard to build another one without anyone noticing. ]
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[Except that only present Zeref would be going back in time rather than the Zeref from the time period that met Natsu on Tenroujima. Unless of course that's the canon point you took Zeref from, in which case that would likely drastically alter events. While it is difficult to construct such a thing without notice the tower of heaven was also constructed without the council acting until the last minute. So if he's capable of hiding himself which is a task in and of itself, hiding a gate in the middle of a desert is feasibly possible. Then again, getting the materials out there would also likely be excruciatingly difficult, so much of this could be a moot point.]
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[ A beat. ]
What kind of place did your mundane send you to?
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[Of all the conversations she thought could have ever transpired between her and the most powerful dark mage in the history of the world... this was not one of them.]
I'd... really rather not talk about it. It's not the sort of place that I'd like people to associate with me.
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