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dear_mun2013-07-28 02:07 am
warriorscribe) wrote in dear_mun2013-07-28 02:07 am
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On IC burnout - plans for towerofanimus and beyond...
"Burnout", that's what you mundanes call being worn down. I see its roots, a dying flame.
*Enoch closes his eyes for a moment and takes a few deep breaths. Eventually, he nods.*
I suppose...with the information needed to continue in the hands of the tower at large, I...there's no need for me to act alone or with a small group anymore, my current plans even use as much.
But it also means there's no need for me to act at all anymore. And saying as much, acknowledging that...I suppose it came with acknowledging my fatigue too.
*He opens his eyes and looks down at his chest, raising a hand to rest over his heart. (Was his "heart" his soul, or part of the construct?)*
But...I am as old as I am because of the need to act. What good is this old soul if I do not?
So...so then...I refuse to rest, until I am not needed.
*Enoch closes his eyes for a moment and takes a few deep breaths. Eventually, he nods.*
I suppose...with the information needed to continue in the hands of the tower at large, I...there's no need for me to act alone or with a small group anymore, my current plans even use as much.
But it also means there's no need for me to act at all anymore. And saying as much, acknowledging that...I suppose it came with acknowledging my fatigue too.
*He opens his eyes and looks down at his chest, raising a hand to rest over his heart. (Was his "heart" his soul, or part of the construct?)*
But...I am as old as I am because of the need to act. What good is this old soul if I do not?
So...so then...I refuse to rest, until I am not needed.