Muse makes bad decisions and doesn't recognize it

[heavymetalgenkigirl]

Hey mun.

I just wanna say thanks for listening, I totally want to go and do this, and prove to all those people that I'm not just some silly human child, I really can do this stuff.

And really, everyone's just over reacting, it's totally going to be cool.

But yeah, thanks.

Comments

[neverputincharge]

Over reacting?!

[heavymetalgenkigirl]

Yes, over reacting. Nothing bad is going to happen to me Bulk, and it's not like I'm going to just sit in the temples every day. I'm not that kind of girl.

[neverputincharge]

It's not that just that anything's going to happen to you! It's the fact that you pull this. On top of over half of the people from home disappearing in there too! Without tellin' us. Leading me to think you got dragged away by Unicron too!

How didya expect me to react ta this? To-to be just fine with it?!

[heavymetalgenkigirl]

You think I like being here? Dealing with this? The only one who has been here longer is Wheeljack. You don't have a place to talk to me about watching people disappear.

I want to do more than sit on the sidelines and wait for things to happen, wait for things to get better. You would have kept me in the temple if you had a chance, and I don't want to be shut away, I want to do something.

[neverputincharge]

After Ratchet disappeared, I wasn't gonna just watch, I planned ta head in there after their afts. But instead I had ta spend the time panicin' and lookin' for yours!

If that was the case, then I never woulda agreed to ya bein' on the law committee. Never woulda included you in stuff I've been doin'. Would never take you anywhere, like them games!

But evidently you don't even trust me, yer guardian, enough ta tell me you want to do stuff!

[heavymetalgenkigirl]

I only just left, the trip started today.

The law committee is nothing like this, it's not going out there and finding my friends. It's sitting down somewhere talking to others about things we can do to keep the people who are here now safe, but that only does so much.

Honestly, Bulkhead, if I walked up to you and told you I wanted to go on the trip that the Megatron had talked about, would you really have let me? You may be my guardian but we can't do everything together, I need to be able to do my own things.

[neverputincharge]

Not with a Megatron who sounded like he wanted ta start the war all over again, on this Cybertron! Plus Shockwave from our world and all them other cons. I woulda thought you were smart enough ta know not ta trust a con ya don't know.

[heavymetalgenkigirl]

I am not trusting him, I'm trusting the people I know, like Wing, and Thundercracker.

[neverputincharge]

Yer still followin' him inta the place where everybody disappears. Without a word ta me, for days. Making me think you disappeared too!

You ever stop ta think what that'd do to me?!

[heavymetalgenkigirl]

[She pauses before slumping back, though it's not with any of the aggression she had been showing.]

I... was gonna message you, let you know I was fine... but we moved quicker then I thought we were going to... and by the time I really thought about it... our translators were having to be fixed to work between us, much less send out a message...

I....I'm sorry Bulkhead... I just... wanted to do something, instead of sit around at home

[wheeljackofalltrades]

[He can't vouch for you this time, kid.]

Yeah, you runnin' off with any kind of Megatron into the place where people disappear is overreactin'.

And I've been lobbin' with Magnus.

[heavymetalgenkigirl]

You guys are acting like I'm not smart enough to only go if people I actually know and trust are going.

Besides, sometimes it takes doing something a bit crazy to get some results.

[wheeljackofalltrades]

Yeah? Then why'd you have to sneak off? If you were so sure this was a good thing, ya'd ask us.

[heavymetalgenkigirl]

I didn't sneak off, I just didn't leave a note. I mean it's not like this is something new for me to do, really. How many times have you heard of me leaving a note to say 'oh hey went to check out a decepticon mine with Wheeljack, be back later XOXO'

[wheeljackofalltrades]

So you're tryin' to tell us you're responsible enough for the Law Committee by goin' off without tellin' anyone.

Kid, I'm new to human scrap but even I know that's a load of bolts.

[It's like something HE'D do, honestly.]

[heavymetalgenkigirl]

Not like you ever complained about it before, and it's not like I went off on my own like that first time here. I went with others, people I know and trust, like Wing.

[goto]

You only live once, as they say. Nice hair by the way.

[heavymetalgenkigirl]

It's true! and You are only young once too! Thanks, I like your hood, it's neat!