She's not looking forward to the future.

[fairy8itch]

I can't 8elieve I let that fucking clown talk me into getting an account here.

As for you, mun, you seem to forget how much I seriously don't care a8out their acceptance. What I do is a thankless task, and I knew that going into it. As soon as this shit's over with, I'll just sail on into the sunset. May8e I'll find something else to occupy my time.

I just know I won't 8e satisfied with the mundane. And what is there a8out this world that's not completely 8oring? I'm going to 8e sick to death of it after it's settled down. Nothing I'd want to do is legal, anyway.

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[cookinglikeamotherfucker]

Could always go and chill with Bro and Sollux. They've always got some kinda interesting shit goin' on and Bro likes you well enough right?

[fairy8itch]

I'm still sour at you, Makara. Just 8ecause we're in a different thread doesn't make me any less pissed that I have to drag your corpse across a packed city to some slum.

Yeah okay, me with those two perverted weirdos. No thanks. I mean, they're all right when they're not 8eing completely disgusting, 8ut I'm not going to get in the middle of THAT 8ullshit.

[apocalypticduality]

_{[Totally not offended. Just really fucking amused.]}

come on, 2erket at lea2t wiith u2 you know you're on the same iintellectual level.

we promii2e we won't be TOO gro22.

[fairy8itch]

8luh.
Okay, granted, hanging with you two perv8ags is prefera8le to trying to deal with Vantas and Strider and whatever dum8 8ullshit they get up to. I don't know how Terezi deals with them on a daily 8asis.

If either of you idiots tries to get within ten fucking feet of me with a smuppet, though, I will cram it so far up your chute that you'll 8e puking felt.

[fireflyheir]

things'll probably be weird for everyone afterwards.
but… you can't always go full speed, can you?

[fairy8itch]

And out of nowhere, it's a John.
No, I don't think I can. I've always tried, 8ut it's getting to look pretty much exactly like burning the candle at 8oth ends.

[fireflyheir]

[he gives her a sort of weird look, because what's saying that about?, but shrugs.]

i always thought that that had to make it tricky to find a candleholder for it.
will you be okay with it, though?

[fairy8itch]

To 8e completely honest with you, I don't know.
The shit that's 8een pretty consistently going down in this little refugee escape 8u88le world in which we've found ourselves is starting to get on my last damn nerve. I keep risking my own neck for these fickle idiots, and the only thanks I get is out of Makara and Zahhak. Does that sound like a very easy thing to 8e okay with? I don't think so.
Ourselves not meaning you, o8viously, though there's an altern8 you there.

[fireflyheir]

no, not really.
but…
hm. well, do you think they'd be able to manage it without you?
yeah, i kind of figured. things sound pretty different!
but i'm willing to listen, if you want to talk about it.

[fairy8itch]

No, they would all 8e dead right now if it wasn't for me, and I know that, and THEY know that, 8ut the thanks I get is 8eing given a MASSIVE migraine 8y one asshole, get yelled at for kidnapping 8y another, and get snarked at 8y Captor. Which, okay. That was kind of funny and pissed me off way less than 8eing 8asically shunned.
Oh my gog John, no. I am NOT going to use you as a camp counselor! This isn't Happy Magic Space Camp. There are no wigglers singing Kum8aya, there aren't fucking rope lanyards. This shit is NOT something I'm just going to pour out to some alterJohn.

_{[She sighs and rubs her face]}
8luh, sorry. It's late, and I'm crankier than usual. Dealing with almost certain destruction takes it out of a girl.

[fireflyheir]

sheesh. it doesn't sound as though it'd be safe leaving, but… that's not exactly something you want to stick around for, is it.

[he suspects there's probably stuff she's leaving out, but… still.]

ha ha. well let's face it, i'm kind of too young to be counted as a proper counselor anyway!
and like i said, it's just if you wanted to.

yeah. well… i hope things start improving soon.

[fairy8itch]

I hope so too. Things are due to get 8etter.

_{[Very perceptive, John, she is withholding a lot of stuff that's happened! Especially the stuff that's happened since she made this post.]}

So what's up with you, alterJohn? How are you holding up in your particular corner of the multiverse?

[fireflyheir]

they have to, right? it can't be doom and gloom forever.

[he's learning! if slowly.]

i'm doing okay.
i'm on a spaceship at the moment, it's pretty cool!
it's a pretty okay place to be overall, even if it pulls weird shit on us and people decide they need to get their drama on.
that's just how people are, i guess!
but there aren't really any horror or gross elements to it, so you know.
it's fine!
even if we're getting close to october. well, close-ish.
close enough to be thinking about plans.