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Look, it isn't my fault you're sick. Or that you're here with nothing to do.

Why don't you tumble or go into a tube or tweet or something like you do when you're NOT sick? Also, you really need new hobbies, because you have some weird ones. You're not a bird, and if rolling down things and crawling into tight spaces is your thing, maybe you should do what Cedric does.

Leo. What Leo does. Who the fuck...?

No, I'm not in a bad mood. Don't make stupid assumptions.

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This babble is pointless. There's plenty enough to worry about back home.

We're not back home.

Well we could be at any time. Hanging around this place seems pointless to me. What the hell does it accomplish?

Edited 2013-07-21 05:16 (UTC)

Oh, gee, I'm so fucking sorry, I forgot you have so many BETTER places to be. Riding a client's cock, for one thing.

Shut your damn mouth, or I'll shut it for you. I make twice as much as any of you on the floor. I live like a king, for all intents and purposes. I love my job, asshole.

Like a king? [ His tattoos start to shine and burn. ] Like a fucking KING?!

[Leo rubs his face, annoyed.]

Okay yeah whatever just make it quick and painless.

Edited 2013-07-21 05:24 (UTC)

[ The tattoos don't rise. They just continue to burn until it's quite obvious that Julian is in pain; several of the deeper scars break open and begin to bleed, but he remains silent, trying to calm down, and eventually the glowing and burning stops. He doesn't speak, just turns away from Leo, clearly trying hard not to cry. ]

[Leo's lip curls, and he scratches at his arm wildly before realizing that the twinges on his skin mean that Julian is in pain.]

Wait-- what's happening?

Nothing, Leo.

[ Julian's voice is completely void of emotion. He stares ahead, unseeing, lost in his mind. ]

What the hell-- look at me.

[He touches Julian's shoulder, gentle touch subverting his foul mouthed comments from before.]

Edited 2013-07-21 05:59 (UTC)

[ He hangs his head, avoiding Leo's gaze. ]

I'm tired of this...

Tired of... What?

[He gives the other man a gentle shake, still spooked by his behavior.]

You treating me like shit. Like... Like I only matter when you're just getting off work, and you need someone to care. Then you go off and it just... I don't matter anymore.

Whatever. I don't need you. I don't need anybody.

[but he gives himself away by his gritted teeth and trembling hands.]

How can you comfort me like you care and then say something like that in the next breath, and then expect my brain not to be shit?

[He wants to scream. He wants to apologize a hundred times, but that ever present miasma won't allow it. He looks at Julian with helpless eyes, a soft and formless cry leaving his lips in his frustration.]

[ Comprehension dawns in his eyes. ]

You're like Miseratti...

S-shut up. I'm human. I'm human...

[he trails off then, the intangible sadness and rage of eons gone by bubbling up in his throat.]

Y-yes, you are. You are, Leo. It's okay...

[ He wraps his arms around the taller man and hugs him, knowing Leo will either push him away or crumple against his chest. ]

[Leo hides his face in Julian's hair, willing the rending sensation plaguing his body to dissipate.]

I hate myself. I can't control myself.

None of us can. [ He stares at Leo's throat, gently kneading the other man's chest with his fingers. ] We just have to bear it as best we can. Together. We're a family, so... W-we're all we've got. We've gotta stop acting like this.

I get clouded over by a haze. I don't know I've hurt someone until it's too late.

[he mutters and takes a few deep breaths.]

[ His voice is soft and childlike, innocently curious. ]

D'you like hurting me, Rio?

[Leo moves to shake his head, but he can't answer properly, as that fog has returned to cloud his mind.]

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