happy birthday peko

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I don't understand why it would be important. It's just a day. I have never celebrated it before; there is no reason to start now.

...In any case, you were searching for a 'game', yes? Do you believe you have found one? I think such a thing would be more useful than going on about my birthday...

...

What is a 'horror game'?

[ ooc; spoilers are fine, but let me know if you're not okay with them! ]

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[ Her jaw drops a little. ] I did not ask you to assess my appearance in such a way!

[bearfaced]

Shut up! It's not like I wanted to assess such a bland and shabby appearance, but it's a requirement for the service!

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Bland-? Shabby?!

[ She looks like she might implode. ]

[bearfaced]

Oh-ho? Did I hit a sore spot?

Maybe someone does need my help after all. I mean, it couldn't hurt to give it a shot...

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Even I have some pride as a woman... [ Must not hit Monobear. Must not hit... Monobear... ] And I don't need your help at all.

[bearfaced]

Pride... is that what you use to gag the crying voice in your heart?

Human history is dictated by those who change themselves, and then the world around them. But you are too scared to change, to risk losing everything you have. Give the little girl a sword and she is invincible, but ask her to step outside of her comfort zone and she will fail. Then everyone will realise how small and pathetic the little girl truly is... and she loses the aura of invincibility that makes her such an asset.

So you continue, encasing your heart and your dreams for the future within chains of ice, trying to supress that poisonous little barb that cries out for something more. No matter how much it grows over time... no matter how much it hurts... no matter how alone you get...

You will be hurt if you try to change yourself... and you will be hurt if you continue as you are. Isn't it so... despair-inducing? :)

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[ Wow. So there's that thing. That thing where Monobear somehow knows all of her innermost fears. ]

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Sh- shut up-! None of that is true. [ Of course it is. ] My purpose... it's different than that. Someone such as I lacks feelings like that... What happens to me doesn't matter.

[bearfaced]

If it "doesn't matter", then you admit that no-one cares about you, right~?

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That is... the consequence one accepts when they lead the life of a tool.

[bearfaced]

Ah yes... the life you have no hope of ever leaving.

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Yes. That's right.

1/2

[bearfaced]

What a poor little girl you are...

2/2

[bearfaced]

Well, if the knowledge that you're destined to die alone, scared and unloved ever starts to nag at you like a cancerous leech, then I'm always here to lend an ear! Upupupupupu!

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[ Ugh. ] Prepare yourself for a very long and boring wait.