canon is nbc's hannibal.

[disassociates]

Turn off the computer. Call it a night. If I wanted to talk about my spiral with you, I wouldn't be trying so hard to get you to stop.

[ Now presenting the world's most stable not-agent. ]

Just because I can't tell what's real there doesn't mean I don't know what you're doing here. Trying to get inside our heads. My head. I can appreciate the irony, even if I don't like it.

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hi kai lets play a fun game called GUESS WHO PICKED UP ANOTHER LADY

[appreciating]

Will...

[ Talk about heartbreaking, buddy. Just going to give that look - you know, the one that is somehow simultaneously the most sympathetic thing on Earth while also managing to look judgmental. It's not intentional, honest. ]

It's not always so bad here. It could...be good for you.

you know raptors are bad at guessing games gosh

[disassociates]

[ Yes, he knows that look. And glances away, because he can't add a dose of Alana feelings into the mix right now. ]

Good for me. [ Have a little, mirthless laugh. ] You can't mean that.

but apparently a++ at feelings ;_;

[appreciating]

I do. [ Well if she has to deal with them then he sure as hell should too. It's not easy being the one to make the hard call, but she did it. The least he can do is listen. ]

Relinquishing some control, letting someone else be your guide for a while. It might give you some time to re-organise your thoughts. Figure out what's [ real? ] ...important.

[ How diplomatic of you, Alana. ]

weeps

[disassociates]

[ Of course she does. She's practical, straightforward; she usually means what she says. ]

I thought you and Dr. Lecter were my guides. [ His little shoulder angels, devils, what have you. ]

suddenly singing jiminy cricket forever

[appreciating]

We try. You don't exactly make it easy, you know. [ It's not a criticism, actually it's said with a surprising amount of fondness. ]

Not that I'm sure we won't try. I will, anyway. We want what's best for you.

[ h a h ]

c:

[disassociates]

My life isn't easy. And I realize how childish that sounds.

[ huff huff

also maybe a little deadpan at that last comment ]

What's best for me might not be the best for everyone else. You both included.