Canon is Orphan Black

[cloneororiginal]

Right, so let me get this straight...[Stares at Mun with her arms crossed.]

You want to get inside my head, to get my 'voice' down, so you can place me somewhere without my concent.

...Right, and Fe thought I was the crazy one.

Look, I don't care where you're from or what you want to do. The answer is no, will always be no and it will never change.

I got enough of my own shit to deal with.


[ooc: Brand new muse..be gentle please!]

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[denokandafaran]

Somewhat. Mine had a guy in there and "failed at it", whatever that means.

[cloneororiginal]

[Great. Just great. She has to figure things out and try to avoid that place at all costs.]

Means, I need to make sure I never go there.

[denokandafaran]

Could be okay, though. It's best, I think, to try to 'direct' them. The place I'm at is probably the best for me. Certainly best for the kids, if I ever get them here.

[cloneororiginal]

How can being in a place without my brother be okay? [She's leaving someone else out and sounds angry there, but calms down hearing the 'k' word.] You have kids?

[denokandafaran]

Maybe he'll show up? I don't know.

Yeah, two. Boy and a girl.

[cloneororiginal]

[She stays quiet for a while, taking a slow and controlled breath.]

What are their names?

[denokandafaran]

Thomas and Julia.

[cloneororiginal]

How old? [Her voice is soft there. Kids...they're a soft spot for her.]

[denokandafaran]

They're both eight. [Him too.]

[cloneororiginal]

[A year younger than Kira.]

How do you handle being away from them?

[denokandafaran]

It is hard. Really hard. But I'm trying to build us all a new home. So I think about that, and it's a little easier.


Not by a lot, though.

[cloneororiginal]

I can't afford to go to that place. My life is shit enough as it is. [And dangerous, she can't leave kira with just Mrs. S and Felix. She abandoned her daughter once, she wasn't about to make the same mistake twice.] Don't need to make Kira suffer too.

[denokandafaran]

What would make things better for her?

[cloneororiginal]

No it wouldn't. [If she's gone, there's a greater chance Dr. Leekie or the others might try to grab her.]

[denokandafaran]

No, but what would?

[cloneororiginal]

[Stares at him with a critical eye. There's very few people she can trust in a world that's filled with one twist after another.]

Nothing would or will make it better for her. [Especially if the doctors, scientists or what have you, try to convince her that Kira never existed. That she was fictional, just like the rest of her life.]

[denokandafaran]

[And what kind of place would do that?]

Just you? Being there?

[cloneororiginal]

[It's all what her Mun is considering. To give Sarah a mental break down all for fun. It's sickening, really.]

I need to be with her. I can't leave Kira, don't you understand that?

[denokandafaran]

Of course I do.

[cloneororiginal]

[Looks down again, taking in a deep breath. Calm down, she needs to remain calm.]

Good.

[She needs a bottle of alcohol, preferably the strong stuff.]

[denokandafaran]

I hope you get what you want.

[cloneororiginal]

Can't really afford to hope.

[denokandafaran]

What can you afford?

[cloneororiginal]

Not much, barely anything. [But she's playing with fire, risking her life to find answers and to make sure her family stays safe.]

What are you expecting me to say? Love? [Lets out a dry chuckle.] Can't buy much with that, can you?

[denokandafaran]

If you've got a daughter, you probably already have that.