[He looks up at Soubi when he hears his voice and winces. Tears are still falling from his eyes. Soubi is looking at him with eyes he's never seen before. That gaze, that tone, that has never been directed at him. And now, after being taken from him, he says that? He discards everything that Soubi has done. He didn't ask to be kissed or to care about an adult who would normally never even register on Ritsuka's radar. He hadn't wanted to be a part of this strange underworld with teachers creating people who felt no pain or a world where people fought one another with no good reason. Where older brother's had to fake their death because, like some sick mafia, his life was threatened by the very school constantly telling Ritsuka to come to.
Soubi did all that. Ritsuka had complained here and there but he had trusted Soubi to guide him.
He sees the scars on Soubi's neck ans he wants to scream. He wants to hide and run and hurt or throw something. He can't do this. He knows he has to but he's so... He's shaking.]
How can you say that? [He chokes out.] A-After everything you've ever said to me, after all the things we've done? You promised!
Ah <3 so beautiful!
Soubi did all that. Ritsuka had complained here and there but he had trusted Soubi to guide him.
He sees the scars on Soubi's neck ans he wants to scream. He wants to hide and run and hurt or throw something. He can't do this. He knows he has to but he's so... He's shaking.]
How can you say that? [He chokes out.] A-After everything you've ever said to me, after all the things we've done? You promised!