Alec's thoughts on the latest Bane Chronicles - Spoilers -

[alec_lightwood]

I think you're more upset about this than I am. We both knew that Magnus has a type... we just didn't realize how far it went. Blue eyes and dark hair we knew about, but the rest...

I wish you wouldn't call him Alec 1.0. Even if it seems like it's true. [Alec lets out a sad, resigned sigh.] Maybe you're right and it does make it seem like what I did was less. I wasn't even the first to kiss him like that.   I shouldn't have thought that I was.  How could I be the first for anything when Magnus has lived so long?  

I'm accepting that.  I just... I didn't expect that ending. Neither one of us did. I didn't think he'd do that. I know he was different then and I should be open minded but...

I don't understand that decision.