The Black Widow : Natasha Romanoff (
well_assembled) wrote in
dear_mun2013-05-07 03:52 pm
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Muse is upset on events at Paradisa and her unfortunate demise to come from them
You have that wrong.
You think I'm upset over dying there under those circumstances? I'm not, it's the best possible outcome all things considered.
My former programming was triggered and I'm walking the halls trying to kill anyone in my path and blow up an entire space ship. How do you think I would honestly want to live under that condition?
And let see..yes my past resurfacing, visions of the dead..hearing their voices. Children. Can you even conceive of that? Because I sincerely hope the answer to that is no.
Death is better, so let me die, let this be over quickly and with as little blood shed as there can be.
You think I'm upset over dying there under those circumstances? I'm not, it's the best possible outcome all things considered.
My former programming was triggered and I'm walking the halls trying to kill anyone in my path and blow up an entire space ship. How do you think I would honestly want to live under that condition?
And let see..yes my past resurfacing, visions of the dead..hearing their voices. Children. Can you even conceive of that? Because I sincerely hope the answer to that is no.
Death is better, so let me die, let this be over quickly and with as little blood shed as there can be.

no subject
[And maybe someday, maybe someday it will be different and things wont end like they did. She clings to that as a tiny piece of hope that she never let them take away from her.]
no subject
You'll make it through. And, eventually, you'll come back to me.
you didn't see that
Just don't go leaving me.
See what?
No, ma'am. Never again.
exactly
Good, because if you do I'd have to find you.
w00!
[Not now. Now, he was holding on tight, too.]