s3 is just sad

[pontificus]

I hear so much talk of what I must do for the family. I do and have done. But what of my family? What of what I want? Will I never see happiness again?

All I can be is grateful for Micheletto's guidance and that Cesare has found himself someone to love him as equally as Alphonso loves me. It is a comfort. [Only one that tears at the soul.]

I weep for Naples truly.