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[premeditated]

So we're back here again. For all that you've done with me, all that you've tried to break me of, it was always meant to be. It's in your nature to want to believe it.

It's the only way to do what is right, what has always meant to be.

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[premeditated]

I do not ask my Father's reasons. I'm not the child that questioned Him. [Ever. Actually. Let's face it, they wouldn't be in this situation if once he just considered it. Michael isn't stupid. He's figured that all out before. There are a million things that his Father could have done to end it all in an instance.

But this is how it played out. And Michael isn't about to turn back now. Not in this vessel, not after a millenia of everything building up.]

I know this is what I was told to do from the beginning. Perhaps He simply wanted Lucifer tortured. I don't know. You would have to ask Him if He were even around to ask.

But He isn't. And this is what I was told to do.

[If He didn't go all 'going to the store for milk' and pull a disappearing act on them, maybe it would be different. If He told Michael not to do it, then he wouldn't of. But this is the last thing he remembers of his Father. And if he has any chance of getting him back, he truly believes it's this.

And he'll die trying. Or end up in the Cage.]

[apalerider]

You think God wanted to torture Lucifer? His son, your brother?

If you honestly believe that, Michael, you definitely didn't know your Father.

Which means you almost certainly had no idea what he wanted.

None of what you're doing was His plan, Michael. It's yours.

Just because God didn't charge back upstairs to bend you over his knee and spank you for it doesn't mean you're right. That doesn't make it His will. His will is what comes directly out of his mouth, Michael, and from nowhere else.

You want to go through with this Apocalypse of yours? Fine.

But own up to the fact that it's been your call. Don't try and hide behind His name and call yourself righteous. All you are, Michael, is an idiotic, bratty child who's acting up in hopes Daddy will come back home and put a stop on your nonsense. You're exactly the same as Lucifer.

Actually, no, that's not fair, is it? Lucifer could actually own up to the fact that his actions were made from his own decisions. He's actually better than you.

[premeditated]

[There's a long pause where he just stands there, jaw tight. Thing is, he has to stand here and take it, because there's nothing he can do to Death. It doesn't mean he agrees though. Though he can't actually admit what he thinks.

That ultimately God is fallible. It's not that Michael can't come to the point of admitting his wrong doings, though really it will only take Lucifer for him to push him there. After all, just like his Father, Michael is selfish. Killing his brother directly affects him. Everything else? Is a wash up.

Not that he wanted to kill Anna, but none of that can even be thought of until he breaks down certain things. And this version of Michael isn't even close to that point. Consequences mean nothing to him, not when he's this close to having everything work out the way it's supposed to.]

Funny how you think you've become a part of the family. It's easy to stand on the sidelines and judge, but you didn't live it. Whatever you think may have happened, fact is, you didn't live it.

All I know is I was commanded, and I did as I was told as the dutiful son. It was always meant to be, even Lucifer can admit that He must have known all along.

[What he can't say is 'What kind of father does that?'. Lucifer was put in the Cage for near eternity, to suffer. He had Michael put him there. How is not wanting his sons to kill each other that far of a stretch?]

[apalerider]

[ Death knows Michael can't do a damn thing to him. He's daring Michael to try anyway, though. He thinks God will forgive him if he kills Michael in fact, he was given permission in a meta discussion below for being a little pissant, so long as Death revives him again in a timely manner. ]

Oh, please, Michael. Part of your family? I think I'd rather be treated to a nice, soothing lobotomy than claim any sort of blood relation to you. Especially you, Michael.

This might come as a shock to you, but God didn't create me. We knew each other long before you were ever created. I watched you be created, in fact.

I know God, Michael. I know him a lot better than you do, or even think you do. You do not follow any commands of His.

To be quite frank, I couldn't care one whit about you or your brothers, Michael. I'd have killed all of you the very moment Lucifer pulled me up from that hole you angels planted me in, if not for the fact your Father loves you far more than you deserve.

That is the single reason you are standing where you are, right now, and not a heap of the bare basic parts that made you. You think God could stop me, if I wanted to annihilate you? He couldn't.

But He'd be a bit cross with me, so here you stand, despite the fact you disgrace His name.

[premeditated]

You speak about Him like He's around. He's gone. Left a long time ago.

[He says this bitterly. If God wanted His precious humans to be spared, he should have thought about that before abandoning not only them, but the angels as well.

Because that's what he did.

Besides Death, you can't kill him in meta land. Just like he can't kill Dean.]

[apalerider]

You think so?

[ The edges of Death's lips just curl, ever so slightly. Yes, he just used the opening line to this whole conversation, the conversation about how Michael was wrong.

Michael, he can do whatever he wants to you if his mun gives permission, ok.

But he can settle for just torturing you with implications of things he knows that you don't. ]

He made you all, Michael. You don't think God knows how to keep himself hidden from his own creations?

Like I said before. You're very naive.

gah, I need to not do Michael tags at the same time

[premeditated]

Gabriel managed it. I'm not saying that it's not possible. Simply that He's gone.

[He abandoned him instead of actually dealing with the problem. If that's the case, that everything that Michael has done is wrong. Then He should have said something. It's the way Michael works, has always worked.]

[apalerider]

For you, yes, that's true. But I know where He is. I always do.

[ Yeah, just... gonna drop that in there, ever so casually. Because fuck you, Michael, that's why. ]

[premeditated]

[He's not going to ask. That's what Death wants, just to prove he knows more or is better. Death clearly likes this power trip.]

Then He knows what is happening. And if it truly wasn't meant to be, then He would stop it. [Enough said.]