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I accept all blame and anger that some might feel because of what occurred last week. Even though I could not control what I was saying I still hurt people and I must accept responsibility.

I am a little disappointed that you took such great joy in causing such immense pain. It's a bit cruel for all parties. You should not use my loneliness as an excuse to harm others.

As it stands I am not sure how I will ever face my brother, nor do I think I can ever accept the one that stole him away. Those were his words after all..

It's painful but perhaps it is better this way. I have only ever been a burden to him because of my actions.

Still..I hope you take responsibility as well for causing such chaos.

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[Headpats lightly, because Subaru is cute. And doing the self-blame/angst thing too.]

Can you stay silent without regrets?

I will have regrets even if I speak..it is better to not voice them and make things worse.

Would he be happy with that as well? If he found out later you didn't speak to him?

[Kneels so he can look Subaru eye to eye.]

[Tries to turn his face away.]

I think he would be happier without me around..He has found a new family. I am merely a burden.

[Doesn't stop him.]

Change can be difficult, but that doesn't mean there's no place for you in it.

We barely see each other any more..that is difficult when we used to be inseparable. Plus..it goes deeper then that..

[His brother has found love and he finds it hard to support him, when his own heart has been denied because of his brother.]

I do not get along with the people he has chosen.

It happens. Is there something in particular you don't like?

[Subaru thinks about that for a moment.]

I haven't trusted the one he chose..ever since I met him. I don't know why but we have never gotten along. It made me so uneasy that I chose to move away.

[Nods slightly.]

Did you talk about it with your brother?

I have tried but it is a difficult subject..and it wouldn't change his decision. And with what has been said recently, I fear things are unrepairable.

[Hairpets.]

Neither of you has died.

[Subaru looks up at him surprised.] No..nothing that extreme. But one's heart can be fragile.

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