mun has no idea what to do with him | voice testing

[decidesyourfate]

I really don't think you should worry so much about me. ... there are others in here more worthy of your time than I am. I'd just get in the way.

[translation: Stop paying attention to me so I can go back to what I was doing and more important things than having you leaning over my shoulder all the time.]

Sempai already has enough to worry about. I promise it's not a big deal... Please don't stress yourself out more by thinking of me.

[translation: You're working too hard already, you idiot. Give it a break. You just joined a game. Don't you have enough to do without bothering me?]

I'll be here if you need me, but I think you should focus on yourself more for awhile. A nap might be good, don't you think? You've been working really hard.

[translation: Go away.]

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[bulletfull]

[ wow dude chill it was just a kiss. on the cheek.

boys. ]

That isn't necessarily a bad thing, especially since many of your friends are here too.

[decidesyourfate]

[well it might have been the first time that's happened in my life, so it's a big deal to me 8(

also, you're still dealing with early-series ryusei, so he's generally negative about calling anyone his friend at this point other than jirou. but he'll work with this.]

Including you.

[bulletfull]

[ oh, well. I would have thought a boy your age would have tons of girlfriends by now. ]

That's what I'm saying.

[decidesyourfate]

[plenty of options, but i've had more important things to focus on.]

. . . [early-self isn't pleased he got caught admitting that without having to.]

Other than you, I haven't seen any of my allies since I've been around. Just enemies.

[bulletfull]

[ yes, clearly you are a ladies' man you have that certain charm about you. ]

I saw some members of the Kamen Rider Club around here, though I haven't really talked to most of them.

Aside from that short-haired girl and the odd-looking one.

[ you know, the one I tried to shoot but couldn't ]

[decidesyourfate]

[but i don't want to :(]

The only other members I've met share the space with me. My mun found a place for Kengo to go, but anyone else is fairly quiet. ... except for me. [and all the horoscopes :|]

[bulletfull]

[ as long as your mun isn't picking up the robot siblings then we're good to go ]

You're lucky you're not sharing space with the most colorful member of your club, then.

[decidesyourfate]

[nope, no chance of that.]

JK is here, sometimes. Gentarou isn't. ... my mun says he wouldn't be able to figure him out, even if he tried. I don't know why he has me.

[bulletfull]

You think you're just as hard to figure out as Gentarou?

[decidesyourfate]

I like to think I'm more complicated than him.

[bulletfull]

I don't know. Meeting people who are just what they appear to be... is refreshing, in a way.

[decidesyourfate]

You two are alike, with that. I get better about it as time goes on, but the person I am right now in my mun's head is far from it. Sometimes being someone else makes things easier.

[bulletfull]

You think I don't get that?

[decidesyourfate]

You always seemed to have a good idea of who you are. The only problem was thinking you had to do it alone.

[bulletfull]

I was willing to make you all pay for something that I thought you were doing. I had to be ruthless while doing it. It doesn't mean that I am.

[decidesyourfate]

It was a misunderstanding. I don't hold that against you. Everything turned out all right in the end, after all.

And I didn't mean to insinuate that you're ruthless. I don't think that at all.

[bulletfull]

'Sometimes being someone else makes things easier.' That's as close to the truth as anyone can say.

[decidesyourfate]

It got me in trouble, in the end. I learned my lesson. Now I know better. ... but I still believe it, sometimes. So I won't hold it against someone else if they act the way I used to. I just haven't had a reason to act that way for awhile.

[bulletfull]

Maybe it's because you wouldn't have to. At least, not anymore.

[decidesyourfate]

Unless my mun ever decides to throw me in a game and I'd rather keep my abilities a secret. In any other case, I don't see a reason to. It's nice to be able to act how I want and know that no one judges me for it, since I used to only be able to act like that around one person. Now I have more friends than I thought possible.

[bulletfull]

[ and you say you're uncomfortable around me :3 ]

It's always nice to realize that you're never alone. That it's possible to not be alone.

[decidesyourfate]

[WELL HE IS. he just likes being able to talk for once. and the mun is still fumbling through this muse, sob.]

You have all of us now, if you ever need anything. We'll do what we can to help you.

[bulletfull]

Sorry. While the offer sounds good, I don't think I'll be getting it for as long as I can.

[decidesyourfate]

[somewhat confused look]

Getting what? Help, or a place to go?

[bulletfull]

Help. It might mean I'm in trouble in the first place, and I don't plan to be in any sort of problem for as long as possible.