He has a lot of feelings. (from lastvoyages)

[hatestriangles]

You're a messed up bitch, you know that? Seriously, all the shit you could be planning to get me to do and you're most excited about how pissed off I'm going to be because everyone I even kinda liked on that goddamn boat is gone? I hate you so much.

And, no, no matter what you think, I'm not fucking "upset", princess. I'm just angry enough to want to rip your head off. Why the hell couldn't you just let me stay gone? It's not like I'm ever going to graduate out of that place.

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[most_feared]

I wasn't too happy to see 'em gone, either.

[hatestriangles]

The Barge is fucked, man. Everyone worth talking to is just gone. What the hell is the point?

[most_feared]

To get off of it.

It's a shit place to be forced to live and a shit job to have. I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's the best place in the world.

I'd probably want to throttle my own mun if she didn't take me to different places.

[hatestriangles]

I'm never getting off of it, old man. I'm going to be stuck there for-fucking-ever.

She just gets so goddamn much pleasure from putting me through help. She's not even a little bit sorry. And she hasn't bothered taking me anywhere else.

[most_feared]

I guess she hasn't put me through any worse than I'd usually go through. But that doesn't mean I like it any better.

[hatestriangles]

At least you get the illusion of choice.

[everylittlegirl]

I bet it's fun to watch you try. To graduate.

[hatestriangles]

Who says I'm trying? There's no point.

[everylittlegirl]

Come on, Perry. I know you. You don't give up. The only reason you haven't graduated is because you hate doing what people tell you even more than you hate just dealing with it.

[hatestriangles]

You don't know me, Hayley. The Barge is fucked up, princess. You know that. It's pointless and fucked up.

[everylittlegirl]

That's true. So I guess.. you're really kind of screwed either way.

[hatestriangles]

Oh, screw you. Stop trying to push my buttons, Nancy Drew.

[everylittlegirl]

I'm not trying to push any buttons, champ. I'm just agreeing with you. That place is terrible if you don't want to get out and worse if you do.

[hatestriangles]

Who doesn't want to get out?

[everylittlegirl]

I didn't really want to. There were others too, but you'd have to ask them.

[hatestriangles]

What the hell made you want to stay?

[everylittlegirl]

Some of the people weren't so bad.. When they were there.

[hatestriangles]

Welcome to purgatory. It sucks ass but the company is okay.

Yeah, even when I had friends on the Good Ship Redemption, it wasn't good enough incentive to make me want to stick around. But the redemption part is bullshit.

[everylittlegirl]

Are you really that excited to get back to your old life?

[...] I'm sorry. That you don't really have any friends left. That's hard.

[hatestriangles]

...thanks. Worst thing is that most of them just vanished. No escape, no graduation, no deals. I hate that.

And I can't go back to my old life. It's not-- I just want off the boat.

[everylittlegirl]

I wish I was different, but.. life happens, you know?

Hang in there, sport. You'll get there.

[sixthanimorph]

You're giving up? That ain't the Perry Dawsey I know.

[hatestriangles]

I'm not fucking giving up.

[sixthanimorph]

Sure sounds like you are to me. Sounds like you already made up your mind about not graduating.

[hatestriangles]

This place doesn't work, kid. You know that. It's all fucked.

[sixthanimorph]

Who cares about the place? It's about you, man. You didn't go through all that shit just to get stuck there forever.

[hatestriangles]

I don't know, maybe-- [Pause. Not elaborating on that 'maybe I deserve it' thought.]

What about you, huh? Just disappeared while I was who-freaking-knows-where. You didn't graduate, get your "second chance", did you?

[sixthanimorph]

No. I didn't graduate, not completely. But I didn't die either. It's... it's hard to explain. I don't understand it all myself. But Arthas was wrong. About oblivion being the only other option, I mean.

You still gotta graduate, though. It ain't the end if you don't, but if you do... it's a lot better that way, trust me.

[hatestriangles]

I already told you, kid, I'm not giving up. Shit's harder to deal with now that everyone's gone, but I'm not done. A Dawsey doesn't let crap like this beat him.

Sorry I wasn't around. To... see you off or whatever, you know? [...] So what's he got you doing now? Bet whatever it is is better than the Good Ship Rehab.

[sixthanimorph]

That's more like the Perry I know. Give 'em hell, man.

You don't gotta say sorry, it's all right. ... Kinda better the way it worked out anyway. I did some stuff there at the end I ain't too proud of. Dick and Tim-- [He trails off. Maybe they deserved better, maybe they didn't. Him talking about it now's not gonna change anything.]

I've been hanging with Dean mostly. I think he's still there on the Barge too somehow, some kinda time paradox shit or something. He's a good guy, if you haven't met him yet.