Apping to Exilium

[weapabilities]

Huma- er. Mundane.

Look, while I appreciate you finding me a new place to stay I guess, that's a tick, but I had a perfectly good place. More importantly, he was there. You took me away from Wing and now you want to stick me in a place where you are certain I will be completely alone.

I don't-

I don't have a problem with being alone but color me confused. I was happy.

I just don't understand. I want to go back to that broken down place with him.

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[knightoflight]

You haven't lost me, Drift. [If anything, it's Wing who's lost Drift. And all those hopes he'd started having for their future.]

Fate doesn't give us what we want, but what we need. This new home will be good for you and you'll love it, in time. [As he had with Crystal City.]

[weapabilities]

But-

But I don't want to love it.

[ WHOA poutmaster 5000 here. ]

[knightoflight]

Give it a chance, Drift. And give yourself one.

After all, it can hardly be worse than where I am.

[weapabilities]

That's what bothers me. I said I'd protect you.

[knightoflight]

Drift. I don't need you to protect me. Please don't worry about that.

If I need anything from you, it's for you to be happy.

[weapabilities]

But I-

[ Well he's not happy without Wing but... ]

I'll try. For you.

[knightoflight]

For yourself, Drift.

And you know I'm always here for you. [And sleeping next to your greyed out alt in the ship every night. Just in case.]

[weapabilities]

Nnnh. I wish I could take you with me.

[ WEH. ]

gah not that icon ;-;

[knightoflight]

Drift, have faith in yourself.

And all you ever have to do is ask.

I'M SO FULL OF FEELS RN ;A;

[weapabilities]

I'll try. I promise.

I'm asking... the damn mun is convinced they need to prove themselves or something stupid like that. "Make their own way".

Give me a few weeks. I think I can convince them.

*cling*

[knightoflight]

Your mun is wise, Drift. One day you'll stop fighting everyone who means the best for you.

[And then where would you be? ]

;AAAAA;

[weapabilities]

Ahhh... I don't know about that. I'm just tired of this kind of thing, you know?

[knightoflight]

What kind of thing? Your mun wants to find you a home where you can be happy. That's all.

[weapabilities]

The being alone thing. I don't think they care about my happiness. I know where I'd be happy.

[knightoflight]

Drift. [He smiles. ] You won't be alone for long. You'll make friends there. [He has every faith in that.]

Happiness is in the spark, Drift. Not in a place.

[weapabilities]

[ Why is Wing always right and wise damn it. But he knows he is correct. ]

I...

I know. I just. Mh. I guess I'm just bitter about it. I'll try to make the best of it. It'd be better with you though.

(i apologize)

[knightoflight]

_{This place was better with you, also.}

SOBS WEHHHHHHHH ALL MY FEELS

[weapabilities]

I'm so sorry, Wing.

I'll make them understand. We'll meet again soon.

[knightoflight]

Don't be, please. I would gladly lose you to know you're happier some place else.

[weapabilities]

But I'm not...

[knightoflight]

Drift. Please. Give the place a chance. Trust your mun. Trust yourself.

And I'll always be here for you.

[weapabilities]

But I love you.

[knightoflight]

[A soft, almost whimpering sound.]

I love you, too.

But love isn't supposed to hold you back, Drift.

[weapabilities]

I'll go... but damn it. I will take you with me come hell or-

Or. Whatever it is that people say. No matter what. I promise.

[knightoflight]

Be open to what comes, Drift. Who knows? You might find you don't need me there at all.