You don't think my father told us things! You don't think we knew? You think living as a family of apostates was easy? That because they weren't in the tower they had it easy? Bethany would wake up screaming! *he clenches his hands* my twin begged me to kill her if she gave in...I know the whole, full...sodding picture...

*he looks away from Anders* I'm not saying its a good or even perfect system. It's not...but...there has to be something...