[He doesn't understand. His first thoughts would be that she'd be better off losing him. That he's not... worth these feelings. Because he isn't. Has he wanted to be with people before? Yes. But he's stopped himself. And this... this is all coming on fast. This... thing with her. Whatever it even is. He doesn't know how to feel about any of it besides scared, even if he doesn't want to admit to the fact that he's scared.
Being cared for just puts people in danger. He's not worth it. He doesn't want to end up hurting anyone, let alone her. She doesn't know what she's getting into, and he's afraid that he won't be able to stop it if anything were to happen between them. He knows he doesn't have to really worry about it for a while, considering she isn't coming to the tower just yet.
And he hopes he won't even have to worry about it, because he won't remember her. And... that thought shouldn't upset him as much as it does. It's an unholy mixture of relief and pain and he hates it. God, this entire thing is frustrating as hell and he doesn't know how to handle any of this.]
if i were you id consider losing me a good thing. im not worth your concern and i dont need looking after. you should worry about watching your own back. not mine. youre only gonna get hurt if you dont.
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Being cared for just puts people in danger. He's not worth it. He doesn't want to end up hurting anyone, let alone her. She doesn't know what she's getting into, and he's afraid that he won't be able to stop it if anything were to happen between them. He knows he doesn't have to really worry about it for a while, considering she isn't coming to the tower just yet.
And he hopes he won't even have to worry about it, because he won't remember her. And... that thought shouldn't upset him as much as it does. It's an unholy mixture of relief and pain and he hates it. God, this entire thing is frustrating as hell and he doesn't know how to handle any of this.]
if i were you id consider losing me a good thing.
im not worth your concern and i dont need looking after.
you should worry about watching your own back.
not mine.
youre only gonna get hurt if you dont.