Mun is considering either route_29 or havenrpg

[benscrewsup]

Damn it, won't you just listen for once?! I'm not going!

I'm a fuck up, okay?! As long as Clementine or Lee or anyone is around, I'm going to mess up somehow and then ruin everything. I tried to stop, but trying isn't good enough when there's a walker ready to eat someone any time I do something stupid!

[His hands curl into fists and he stares at the ground, clenching his teeth.] You... it's all just a game to you. We both know that. But it's not a game to me. I don't want to go to Haven because I know I'll somehow screw up and hurt them, so Clementine is safer with just Lee. They're both safer. I don't want to go to Route because out of anyone, I'm the last person who deserves to go to some cheerful place where no one dies and you never have to worry about walkers. It's not fair for me to be safe when they're still in trouble. It's not fair and I don't deserve it.

Maybe none of that makes a difference for you, but it definitely does for me. I'm not going anywhere.