On considering Tower of Animus; Canon is Johnny the Homicidal Maniac

[existastherealm]

Another game? Again?

No. I don't think so.

I'm as happy as I'll ever be in the hell of my own making. A hell of someone else's would just get in the way and what right do they have to decide what hell is for me?

Just leave me the fuck alone for once. It's excruciating for me to spend time in my own head, do you know what it's like to have someone else spend time in your head?

It isn't enjoyable.

Leave it. I don't want to go.

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[kindofademon]

Oh! Hi! It's been a while hasn't it?

[existastherealm]

Oh for fuck's sake.

[kindofademon]

I almost think you don't like me.

[ein_prosit]

Maybe it's not a good idea to complain out loud... Your mundane might get mad and send you somewhere else that's worse!

[existastherealm]

He could. Maybe he even will.

But "worse" is really a subjective term. There's no place that's desirable, no place that I've found, but being flung into one heap of shit over the other doesn't matter much. I've just found I prefer my own shit to others when possible.

I suppose it's all dookie in the end though.

[ein_prosit]

Maybe your mundane will be nice though. It is the Christmas season and he'll let you go back to doing your own thing. Problems are still bad but youre right, I think. Familiar troubles are easier to deal with because you're used to them.

N-not that I'm saying it's good you have troubles! I don't mean that at all!!

[existastherealm]

Yes him deciding to give up on it do to his own laziness would be an act kindness or being nice. And don't talk to me about the Christmas season inspiring kindness in people. It inspires all the worst things in them, in their pack mentality. In their consumerist greed and religious fanaticism and their love of overpriced ham.

Are you sure? Don't you mean it?

Maybe you are happy I'm having troubles, you shit! Maybe you're causing them!

ARE YOU?

[ein_prosit]

There are also stories of people doing nice things for each other during Christmas, I'm sure if you lo-

What!? N-no!! I would never, EVER do those things! I swear it!