Canon: Tribe Twelve | I've officially lost it

[eleveneleven]

What are you doing?

You don't know? Well, great. Sure, that's fine, go ahead and have fun, because now you're just playing with me like they have. And with the shit that's happened to me, I really shouldn't be surprised anymore. At least-

at least you're not tormenting me as bad as the Collective. But you shouldn't have picked me up because eventually they'll come for you and I'll be left alone once again, or worse, since I can't really speak here without someone.I really don't know what'll happen to me when you're gone.

But maybe everything will be okay. Maybe. We're both unsure about Firebrand being able to help me, if that's really what he promises. Like with your deciding on wether or not I'm actually going somewhere, we'll just have to wait. And they really like making me wait.

Comments

and I officially love you XD

[theobserver]

yourmundaneisoutofourjurisdiction

butyourenot

<3 Ah, there you are!

[eleveneleven]

...

I take back what I said about not being tormented. She knew you were here, and I guess I did in a way too, just- Ugh, fuck.

[theobserver]

youthoughtiwouldleaveyounoah?

never

[eleveneleven]

[Thought? No. More like wished. Hoped.]

I never thought that. I know you won't leave me alone. I've had years of your videos, your fucked up messages, to tell me that. [And that little known fact of being 'chosen' for the Collective.]

[theobserver]

andhereyoucanexperiencemultipledeaths

[eleveneleven]

Yeah, I'm aware of that.

[Just what are you implying? No, Noah knows, he just doesn't want to say it aloud. The fact that they're no longer conversing through videos is enough to keep him on edge.]

[theobserver]

thisshouldbefun

[He holds his head.]

shutup

[eleveneleven]

[Shit.

shitshitshit]

Come on then, come get me.

[theobserver]

notnownoah

[For once the guy actually looked distraught.]

someoneistryingtoruinourfun

[eleveneleven]

Good.

[What could be causing the Observer distress? Usually it's the other way around. Is- is it Firebrand?]

[theobserver]

[Not quite, soon the darkness had receded and what was once The Observer was now Kevin.]

N-Noah?

[Granted this wouldn't of happened normally but both Kevin and The Observer would agree it wasn't beyond their mun to pull shit like this.]

[eleveneleven]

[Not quite is right, because what just happened has Noah extremely confused. He was already confused, but now it's gone up a notch and become worse. The fear is still there though. That never goes away.]

Kevin?

[How and why the Observer went from being a creep to the guy who'd helped him translate his grandpa's german after an apparent struggle just adds on to that list of very fucked up things.]

[theobserver]

[He tilted his head.]

Your followers figured it out ages ago Noah, do you ever listen to them?

[For some reason he laughs but it was more like he was trying to release tension than anything else.]

[eleveneleven]

I do.

I mean, I had my own suspicions on who you were, but I, uh, didn't really want to say anything until I was sure.

[A beat. And because he's awfully curious.] What did they do to you? [And maybe because he wants to know what they're going to do to him.]

hellls yes

[aloneinthis]

Don't worry. You may not know me, but know this, I'm going to help you if you accept it or not.

:D

[eleveneleven]

[Don't worry? Too late for that.]

I'd accepted that my previous birthday was going to be my last. Turns out it wasn't, so I'm not below accepting things. [It's just the matter of two things; trust being one of them, and your death on his conscious being the other, despite that he doesn't know who or what you are.]

[cameraobscura]

[Sooo Jay can't make heads or tails of most of what this guy's saying. However, there's one sentiment he can relate to.]

Sometimes being alone is the safest option.

[Not to mention the only one.]

[eleveneleven]

Being alone is the best option. [It's for the safety of everyone else.]

[cameraobscura]

[Oh hey, maybe they are speaking the same language.]

Yeah.

[eleveneleven]

Everyone I get involved with ends up dead. [And one of them was by his own doing, albeit being a puppet and under someone else's control, he's still feels responsible for her murder.]

[cameraobscura]

[WOW THIS SOUNDS FAMILIAR.]

You're sure they're dead?

[eleveneleven]

[He wants to say yes. Wants to assure everyone -even himself- that once they're dead they're at peace, but unfortunately that's not how things work and he really doesn't know. They're probably something worse.]

I don't know. [Beat] Probably not.

[cameraobscura]

I don't know, either.

[Wow, this is super awkward.]

Did you check obituaries?

[eleveneleven]

[Most of the 'dead' are missing, but those that have been identified, like Milo, he checked.] Yeah, some of them.

[Very awkward. What do you know? Noah is tempted to ask you...]

[cameraobscura]

You might wanna check some more. Just to be sure.

[Hey, it pays to be thorough. Pays who is the question...]