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rethinking past choices -

It's... been too long, Mundane. Letting me sit by, gathering dust...
Too cruel...

And now... now you separate me from what I consider important...
This world sounds interesting, and your offer for... research... may be the kind I'd usually look forward to, but...
By myself...
No support from others... my friends...

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Well, you can always make new friends while you're there, right?

...

[Blinks. Does he look like the kind who just makes new friends willy nilly.]

That sounds... difficult.
Why replace what you already have, with things you're uncertain of...?

[... Does Shiki at least get a "you tried" star?]

It's not replacing, really! You'll still have your friends from back home, and they'll be with you in spirit! Or something like that.

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With me in spirit...

[insert jeopardy theme here]

Almost like... within my heart?

Yeah! Making new friends just means you'll be adding to the circle you already have and don't they say "the more the merrier"?

... "The more, the merrier" doesn't always apply.
A room filled with people would make an awful obstacle should it burst into flames...

[That's not very merry. :(]

... That's awfully pessimistic. Besides, I'm sure they didn't have a situation like that in mind when they came up with the phrase.

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Nothing wrong with being alone, I think. Especially in a new place to explore!

Loneliness is painful, though... It's not something I would wish on anyone, even myself.

Though, my mundane... has plans that I'm not looking forward to...

[He's getting tag teamed with some 12 year old girl Mia help :((((]

Oh? I know mine is putting me somewhere, in a new place. We're just waiting to finally be let in. I'm rather interested.

[Sorry Endrance she has no idea that you're Elk...]

... Is it interesting?

[Endrance, if she's interested, then of course it's interesting.]

... My mundane plans to have me travel with a... little girl. I may be used to it, but I'm not so sure how enjoyable it will be...
She's... very upbeat, and personable...

I know someone like that. He's actually pretty nice to be around. :)

[Talking about Elk to his face without realizing it...]

[THANK YOU FOR THE HEARTBREAK.]

... I'm sure he thinks the same of you, too.

[IT'S NOT LIKE YOU NEEDED THAT HEART ANYWAY, RIGHT?]

I think so, or else he wouldn't be around all the time. Right? People are just worth looking into. There's usually something fun to do with them.

[Whether it's to befriend them, like she did with Elk and sort of Kite... oooooor much more likely to troll them mercilessly.]

He's heading off to united_one - tempted by a friend of course, haha.

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Oooh, the Unova game! Nice choice! Mia here's going to Destiny Strings, app pending!

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Ah, I know a handful of the players there, heard it's fun! ^ I hope you enjoy it!

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I'm totally excited! Maybe if you're crazy and impulsive you should join us someday in the future...

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I may, someday!! It all depends what's in the cards and all!

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HEH in the cards, heh it's a persona game, heh heh

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... OH lmfao how did I not even see that --

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It was pure unintentional genius

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/takes a bow

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Um, Endrance... which place is this you're talking about?

Someplace, known as Unova... being forced into an unfamiliar world, full of unfamiliar monsters.

[An awkward pause, of course --]

... The research, as I mentioned, would be on my Mundane's behalf.

[Don't worry, he's not going to be someone else's plaything!!]

Oh, I think I've heard of that one. I'm pretty sure my mun was considering it for someone else earlier, but decided against it.

I hope you have fun there though! It's good to see that you're taking this well.

Fun... I'm not so sure I'll be able to describe it like that...

[Weird monsters and new people and no Haseo, how is that fun --]

It would appear that time has no influence upon the intrigues of the mundane. Their whims and cruelty are boundless. Be that as it may, at least in my case, the attention is short-lived.

Whims and cruelty... Such tame words to describe beings that use us as playthings...

Perhaps.

In a sense, they are the gods of this "world". And although their actions closely reflect that of children with a magnifying glass, I am hesitant to label them as truly insidious.

Merely... capricious.

... I have a simple phrase for you, then, if those are your beliefs on these Mundane...

"Tower of Animus".

I can only speak from my own experience. What is the Tower of Animus?

A place subsisting on nothing but the suffering of its residents...
Those who live there are regularly maimed, and rack deaths like points in a torturous carnival attraction...

A place of horrors, all of which unspeakable...

My Mundane has had a young boy there for nearly a year...

[It's not actually that bad, he's just a drama queen.]

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...You'll be able to handle it, I think.

'Sides, like I said - someone'll probably follow you there soon enough. It's how muns work: if one shows up, others crawl out after.

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