On a upcoming drop in IC

[whitescalesbigmouth]

...So I was right after all.

This just makes that whole "meme" thing you did with Randy a while back all the more true. I can't rely on anyone, Sure they come into my life and make out they're gonna stay there but in the end they always leave.

It doesn't matter how dead he is. Ravus' words always seem to ring truths.

Maybe I should just give up on everyone already, They're all gonna leave anyway so what's the point?

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[meng_huan_myuu]

I came back.

Maybe she will too.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

After the fight we had?

I doubt it.

[meng_huan_myuu]

Saft.

You fought about mushrooms.

I doubt that was the dealbreaker. Muns just can't always be in control of their own lives.

I'm sure you know how that is.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

I know.

[Sorry Berri, but she's a moody teen. The most you're going to get out of her is some more sulking and a turned back whilst she mopes away to herself.]

...Just wish things were different.

[meng_huan_myuu]

We all do.

You shouldn't be retreating to his words as soon as something goes wrong, you know. Those words were just made to hurt you, and that's all you're doing to yourself.

[Yeah, real easy to say, but keeping it in mind...]

[whitescalesbigmouth]

But they still make an impact on me.

[She frowns some more and wraps her arms around her knees pulling them closer to herself.] Ravus was a pretty shoddy father but he's always going to be apart of me whether I like it or not.

It's not like I can wave a magic wand and make things any different! Because if I could do that I would! I'd make sure my uncle never lost his mate, that Az was never taken in by those dragon hunters and I sure as hell would have never allowed my mother to let that bastard into her life!

[meng_huan_myuu]

...but she did.

Fucking with the past only makes things worse. I know. [She used to be BFFs with Celebi, after all.]

You can't make things different, but you can't let them control your life, Saft.

He's dead. You're not. I think that's a pretty blatant proof of who was in the right or in the wrong, there.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

Right because clearly having me around was the best thing to ever happen to Dragonsbayne. My Grandfather must be so proud to half a half-blooded grand-daughter.

If anything I'm just a reminder that Ravus ever existed.

[meng_huan_myuu]

...Wouldn't that be more your mom's fault? I mean, from all I hear, she was the human. If you were the product of two dragons fucking, your dad wouldn't've changed at all.

[smokeb0mbs]

...

[Randy approaches Saft with a serious look on his face, which is already alarming since "Randy" and "serious" are two words you rarely hear in the same sentence. He puts his hand on her shoulder and says 100% honestly...]

I'm sorry, Saft, I...
Look, I can't do anything about your friend, I know that, but...
For what it's worth, with me, it'll be different. I'm not gonna leave you. Ever.
That's a Ninja PROMISE!

[whitescalesbigmouth]

Thanks Randy...

You'd think I'd be used to this kinda thing happening to me. But [Shrugs.] Nope. Still always feel like it's the end of the world no matter who leaves me.

[She still feels miserable as ever she she can still manage a smirk.]

Besides, If you ever did bail on me, I'd go dragon on your butt and track you down.

[feathertyrant]

Loss is an unfortunate part of life. But moving on is necessary for survival.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

No one asked you.

[feathertyrant]

The best advice is usually unwarranted.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

Unwarrented my butt. What do you want Trevor?

[feathertyrant]

Just the knowledge you aren't alone.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

I don't want any sympathy from you.

I'm better off alone if it means being stuck with your company.

[rrbando_rambo]

You dun know me very well yet miss Saft, but...

I wouldn't leave a friend no matter how long I known 'em.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

...This was all my fault to begin with.

Az probably left because of how big a jerk I was to her.

Please dun drop her. TTnTT Half dragons are cool.

[rrbando_rambo]

How can you know everythin' is your fault?

Look here, fights happen. Chipper and I got into fights over all kinds a' disagreements. Th' thing about friends is, they come back around an' try mendin' their disputes.

If they ain't comin' back around an' you already shown that you want to fix the friendship, then the fault ain't all yours.

Oh no! I'm not dropping Saft! One of her friends just dropped ^^"

[whitescalesbigmouth]

You know something...?

You're right. [She sniffles and rubs at her nose some more.]

Az and I fight more or less all the time, but we always come around and talk things over...It'll be the same when I finally get back home. We'll be able to talk about what happened and we can be friends again...right?

Oh.....well okay then! Great! ^^; Dale can keep his new buddy! <3

[rrbando_rambo]

Need to dry yer eyes? [He slipped out of his shirt and offered it up as a handkerchief.]

Of course! If you've weathered tougher storms than this I guess it'll all turn out all right.

Who is this friend Az? Another ninja?

[Yeah keep dreaming Dale. It's hard enough calming him down over the fact that Autobots live in the city.]

[whitescalesbigmouth]

Oh No, Az is a dragon like me!

[How'd you know about her ninja friends? One's a turtle and the other is well, THE Ninja.]

You better hold onto your shirt. I can manage without. [You seriously want dragon boogers all over that thing?]

[rrbando_rambo]

A d-

-wait, like you!?

[He was almost thrilled enough to drop his shirt, but he frantically worked it back over his head and picked his ears up with intense interest.]

When wer ya gonna tell me this?

[whitescalesbigmouth]

I didn't want to scare you!

Most people are scared once you start mentioning huge fire breathing dragons.