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Robin Goodfellow has thoughs on what his mun thinks about him
Dearest, sweetest and most darling Mun,
I know I frustrate you. Or rather, that you frustrate yourself using me as a medium since you're the one who created me.
I know that I am at this point very far removed from what I was originally intended to be, and I know that while some might call that character development you will se it as a failure, because that's what you do.
You feel like I have no consistent personality and like you have adapted me and my reactions too much to your own whims, and it doesn't seem to matter how many times people tell you that they disagree. You are unhappy with the backstory you cooked up for me at the drop of a hat and on impulse, but you really ought to stop beating yourself up over it at some point since no one is really complaining but you and you're dealing with far worse backstory problems with some of your other muses. At least mine you could rewrite if you really wanted to. I am yours to do with as you please, which is a bit more than what could be said about most of the others you've been active with lately.
The feeling of aimlessness you have, however, is one I do share, but would it really be so hard to come up with a plotline or something to do? If you truly think so, I must begin to question why I'm still here. Me having relationship issues is hardly going to be satisfactory for anyone in the long run and I have probably begun to bore people rather badly already.
Most absurd of all your complaints, however, must be the one where you worry that I'm boring in bed. First off it's not really a concern in most of my interactions with people, nor do I want it to be, and secondly you do recall that I have a lover, right? Don't think that would have come about had your representation of me in, shall we call it carnal situations? been less than pleasing. I can see why I worry about it, because it's in my bloody nature to do so, but why you do is completely beyond me. Well, since I am rather intimately familiar with you I know the reasoning behind it, but that doesn't mean I think it makes even the slightest amount of sense.
Add to these more specific concerns all of your general hang-ups about your writing and it doesn't really paint a very pretty picture.
So why am I bringing all of this up? Because we have gotten stuck in a rut, my dear, and either you find a way to get us out of it or you let me retire.
I think that just about sums it up. You take care, now.
I know I frustrate you. Or rather, that you frustrate yourself using me as a medium since you're the one who created me.
I know that I am at this point very far removed from what I was originally intended to be, and I know that while some might call that character development you will se it as a failure, because that's what you do.
You feel like I have no consistent personality and like you have adapted me and my reactions too much to your own whims, and it doesn't seem to matter how many times people tell you that they disagree. You are unhappy with the backstory you cooked up for me at the drop of a hat and on impulse, but you really ought to stop beating yourself up over it at some point since no one is really complaining but you and you're dealing with far worse backstory problems with some of your other muses. At least mine you could rewrite if you really wanted to. I am yours to do with as you please, which is a bit more than what could be said about most of the others you've been active with lately.
The feeling of aimlessness you have, however, is one I do share, but would it really be so hard to come up with a plotline or something to do? If you truly think so, I must begin to question why I'm still here. Me having relationship issues is hardly going to be satisfactory for anyone in the long run and I have probably begun to bore people rather badly already.
Most absurd of all your complaints, however, must be the one where you worry that I'm boring in bed. First off it's not really a concern in most of my interactions with people, nor do I want it to be, and secondly you do recall that I have a lover, right? Don't think that would have come about had your representation of me in, shall we call it carnal situations? been less than pleasing. I can see why I worry about it, because it's in my bloody nature to do so, but why you do is completely beyond me. Well, since I am rather intimately familiar with you I know the reasoning behind it, but that doesn't mean I think it makes even the slightest amount of sense.
Add to these more specific concerns all of your general hang-ups about your writing and it doesn't really paint a very pretty picture.
So why am I bringing all of this up? Because we have gotten stuck in a rut, my dear, and either you find a way to get us out of it or you let me retire.
I think that just about sums it up. You take care, now.
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Yes, I agree, those are pretty fun. Sex can be rather character revealing and relevant. Especially when you finally get down to it. Get on with it... Your mun's very good at shipping and the fact that she got mine shipping me with Liz is a pretty good achievement on her part.
From all the gifs I've seen of you? You're very Fair of countenance and look damn good in that coat. Reynard still creeps me out looking like my brother though.
See. There you go. It's a fairly known superstition that the way you avoid the wrath of fairies is to flatter them and leave food out. And it's possible that people just don't differentiate between Pucks.
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Oh yeah, I've been watching that little development between you and her with interest. Mun will be all flattered and happy for the rest of the evening now for that compliment so on her behalf I thank you.
He looks like your brother? That would throw one off a little I imagine, yes.
Well, that's one problem solved I suppose.
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She should be! Mine has managed to studiously not ship me with any canon character since 2004ish. And now look at me.
They have the same PB and so it gets a wee bit confusing sometimes.
Yeah. I will admit that I've gone quiet for times, though not retired. I've never completely retired but taken breaks? Being the Main Muse is hard sometimes especially when you've been around for so long. Sometimes you just fade in the background for a bit and then come back when interesting people like you and your mun's folk show up.
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Now look at you indeed. Don't feel bad, she's a fine young lady.
Oh, I know that feeling. Seen a couple of people who look just like myself. Even talk to one of them from time to time.
Aye, there are several people in this head who have faded rather a lot. Like Siobhan.
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She is! And perhaps we may actually someday get past the awkward stage and go on an actual date.
Has she? I was wondering why I hadn't seen her around. I'm sure she'll come back. Everyone liked her over on this side of things. And you're to strong of a personality to go away forever.
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I think you'll get there, my mun would like me to convey her apologies for being so slow.
Sio likes all of you guys too, which is why I mentioned her. She'll never go away completely but yeah, she's sort of been put on the bench for a while.
I'm pretty permanently installed, as you say. It's just a matter of being out and about or not, and in what shape to be out.
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Mine says there's nothing to it and trust yours. Occasionally boggles at how many tags you have! I don't think we've ever had that many at one time.
Focus and out of focus. I have to admit that it was weird not being at the front for a while.
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It just shows that my mun has too much spare time and is trying to bite off more than she can chew. Besides, I think a lot of people have more tags than what is current standard over here.
Mm, I can imagine you getting a little figety if you're out of the limelight for too long.
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No. Maybe he shouldn't.
We're lucky if we get ten tags in the morning. Of course we're also pickier because of being afraid of getting overwhelmed...
Yeah. It's not fun. Like getting stuck on a sugar buzz and not allowed to move.