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There's no good time for me to leave Belisaere. But I suppose if there aren't yet two children to leave behind as well as a husband and a kingdom, that's some small solace. Already I understand what Father meant about not being a good parent. It seems almost irresponsible to think of having a family. Yet there must one day be another Abhorsen - to say nothing of continuing the royal line.
I'm not sure how that will happen if I'm somewhere else, or what you think I'll do while I'm there. My duties make me who I am. Without them, what am I? A slightly more responsible necromancer?
And I see so little of Touchstone as it is. I don't see how he'll be "fine" without me or "won't notice I'm gone." That the distortion of time between worlds would be that immense ... I'm not the right person to take. Everyone has their obligations and lives to live, but this isn't right.
I'm not sure how that will happen if I'm somewhere else, or what you think I'll do while I'm there. My duties make me who I am. Without them, what am I? A slightly more responsible necromancer?
And I see so little of Touchstone as it is. I don't see how he'll be "fine" without me or "won't notice I'm gone." That the distortion of time between worlds would be that immense ... I'm not the right person to take. Everyone has their obligations and lives to live, but this isn't right.

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