Going to distantskies and oh, shut up

[fix]

For the record?

I love it when you write paaaaaaaaaaaaaages and then delete everything in a fit of "this is not good enough".

Keep that shit up.

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[runeskin]

Does yours also follow that with a lot of staring at the blank screen? Mine does that a lot, like words will magically appear after she deletes an hour of work...

[fix]

Ah kindred soul.

It's like she goes idle, yes. Kinda creepy energy saving mode.

[runeskin]

You make a good case for them actually being sadism machines.

[fix]

Considering the crap they like to pull on us, they ought to suffer sometime too.

[runeskin]

This is why I try to give mine as many "feels" as possible. We often suffer together.

She deserves it.

[fix]

I'm starting to think she wants to have those "feels" on a daily basis, considering the stuff she wrote.

I'm either going to end a fucking hero or a martyr.

[runeskin]

Ouch. Both have setbacks. [She should know.] When you get here, I'll pour you a drink.

[fix]

If my username thingy wasn't so ironic, it would be "ouch".

[ Who the hell smiles at that kind of thing? Will does. ]

Never been one to turn down a drink. Name's Will by the way.

[runeskin]

Meja. Nice to meet you, Will.

[She offers a smile of her own.]

If things get too bad, there at least places to hide yourself away, here.

[fix]

[ When she smiles again, it's a bit different. There's the "enjoyment" of her current conversation, but also the hopelessness of someone who's far past the acceptance of their demise.

Or something poetic and sad like that. She has no time to feel in pretty terms. ]

Never been too good at hiding.

[runeskin]

They wanted me to die, too. I told them to shove it where the sun doesn't shine. And, amazingly, it worked.

[fix]

I have a thing I have to do.

[ Kanyeshrug. ]

[runeskin]

No way to tilt it in your favor?

[fix]

Is more complicated than that. Is-

Too fucking complicated, when you're the solution and the problem at the same time.

It's not like I can't stop moving forward. It's only worse for everyone that way.

[ Cryptic talking for the win? Surprisingly enough, she doesn't want to be blunt because to her that sounds like bragging. ]

[runeskin]

[Yeah, you're definitely getting a drink.]

Well, who knows. Maybe someone will be able to help you, here. Stranger things have happened. Destiny said I had to die, but it didn't work out that way for me.

[fix]

[ :D ]

Nobody said anything about checking doors B to Z.

I'm just not a big fan of talking. [ Notice how she didn't specify about what? Because she's just. Not a talker. Not usually. ]

So big D is dead or...

[runeskin]

I'm not either, usually.

[She assumes that Will is talking about Important Stuff, which is just... hard to talk about.]

[fix]

Let's be broody and silent together, girlfriend.

[ It's a lot easier than dealing with shit. ]

[runeskin]

[Meja laughs quietly.]

You got it.

[fix]

[ Can't help but let a short laugh out. ]

Punch me in the face if it doesn't go as good as this when we actually "meet".

[runeskin]

I would never.

I'll waggle my finger at you, though.

[fix]

You just met me; you'll want to sooner or later.

Oooh, kinky. Chances are I'll misbehave now.

[runeskin]

I might even throw in a disapproving head shake.

[fix]

Oh noes, don't you give anyone behind those keyboards reasons to throw a ship for poor little me.

[ Sobering a bit because oh surprise she actually can. ]

I'll appreciate the, uh, sympathy. Never to late to get along with people.

[runeskin]

Well, we assigned-to-die ladies have got to stick together, after all.

[fix]

I'll take your word from it, as I have no experience in that department.

[untilmydarknessgoes]

Hey, don't complain too much or your mun might actually get productive.

[fix]

Eh, like I care.

[untilmydarknessgoes]

Hey, I'm just saying. It's not exactly the best time of your life here.

[fix]

Seen worse, so it's not that much of a trouble.

[whereto]

What, your secrets not dark enough?

[fix]

Too fucking dark, cool guy.

[whereto]

Bitter about the deletion?

[fix]

It'll come around, don't worry~

[whereto]

I don't. I'm not worried.

[He crosses his arms.]

I was just making conversation.

[fix]

Good.

[ Crossing them right back at'cha ]

Carry on.

[whereto]

Fine.

[Um.]

Are you okay?