dear_mun | So... that didn't work out.

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So... that didn't work out.

We probably should have checked that game out a little bit more thoroughly. My bad. But at least you learned how Tumblr RP works? That's confused you for a while and now you know. That's a GOOD thing out of this and you have to look at the bright side or you go nuts. I would know. I mean, we're in this together. I'm as... loud as ever, I guess, so you're gonna look for a new place for me, right?

I mean... I know you're worried about the fact that a good portion of the fandom doesn't really like me and you're a little tired of everyone treating me like I can't even tie my shoelaces, but come on. You haven't even really given me a real shot. Maybe we could find an awesome Stiles or an Allison or my mom or Danny or I'm not even opposed to Derek or Peter. There's all those people who want to pair me with Isaac now too! Don't forget them!

Anyway, I just wanted to remind you that I'm here and I am SO down with finding a new place that fits a little better. Seriously, for once you've got a muse from a popular canon! Don't give up hope!

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Being homeless isn't bad. There's Baker Street, there's like, half a billion me's on there. It's terrifying. They'll steal you. Like a klepto left unsupervised in a two dollar shop.

So does that mean you're trying to steal me? Or is it just all those other half-billion Stileses.

...by the way, dude, your name does not go plural easily.

Name, I'm fairly well homeless right now. I'm in a very, very slow game and otherwise my mun tends to not put me anywhere another me is spotted.

Crazy mundanes.

Yeah, I know. I pondered the validity of "Stilii. Like the plural of 'octopus' is 'octopi'. I wonder if the plural of penis is penii...?

Does everything eventually go to penises?

Which, technically I'm enabling this by answering but anyway--

Slow, huh? *pondering* I'd probably avoid anyplace with more than one of you myself. It's hard enough to keep up with just one.

The plural is, in fact, penes. Because it's Latin.

Memes aren't for everyone. I'm homed over at

theluckyones if you want to go and have a poke about. We have an Erica and an Isaac over there, we've been dubbed Team Fail Pack.

And the mundane is happy to talk to yours if wanted. Drop a PM and you can get some contact details.

I probably wouldn't help with the failing. You've seen my grades.

Also, the plural of penis.

I know plenty about surviving in a post apocalyptic world. All theory, but I know plenty.

I'm thinking showing Lydia I know that may not impress her the way I wish it would.

The penes thing or the theory beyond thunderdome?

She might be impressed by the second one?

No idea what it was that didn't work out, but chances to happen here as well. Glad so far my own mundane hasn't thought about them. Not when they look at places with torture and aliens and being trapped away from everyone.

That sounds... kinda unhappy. I don't wanna talk about the last place too much, seems kinda skeezy to go badmouthing people, but let's just say that sticking around was less fun than hitting the road.

...torture and aliens?

Not looking for details, just sorry it went that way. Always sucks when things don't turn out. How I'm kind of feeling these days.

My mundane has sent people to places like that. I guess I've been lucky that she isn't looking at places for me.

My mundane hasn't played seriously for a while, but she's also trying to ~~avoid~~ ~~stall~~ get some more experience writing me while she works on her fanfic. And can't get me to shut up, to be fair.

From what I've been able to find out from the others, she mostly sends people places where they can't get back. Which would kinda suck. ~~But it could be interesting.~~

Only thing worse than trying to shut you up, would be trying to silence Stillinski.

Which means being cut off from anyone that matters too. Not my idea of fun.

That doesn't work. Trust me, I've tried off and on for years. *sideways glance to see if said Stilinski is watching*

Yeah, me neither. Just less with the torture and aliens.

So many recommendations. All of them involve you two being closer than I think you are, but they sell equipment for that.

Given my mundane keeps reminding me that as far as I know outside of here my best friend is dead, I guess I should be happy with being sent anywhere.

Ugh, I'm sorry about that man.

...you know, I'm both curious and not curious about those suggestions.

Don't be. The answer is for me to know he's alive and what he is. Not sure that's better.

Is the indecision because it's about Stiles? Always had the feeling from you but not for Stiles. Well, maybe for Stiles but not sure why.

Whoah whoah whoah, when did we get into feelings ~~that I may or may not have about my best friend~~?

I... wish I could tell you more. I mean, he was okay when I saw him last. Which... is better than when you saw him last I think.

You asked about ways of gagging him and weren't sure about it. Just figuring if you mean shutting him up for reasons, or you know reasons.

Given I last saw him on the field, that's an understatement.

...it's a kind of meaningful understatement? He was way better than dead. ~~Also, naked.~~

You're not helping. Just for the record.

Can we go back to me giving you shit about ball gags and Stiles instead of me needing to suck things up and move on?

Wait we moved from like, hostage situation to, uh, kinky hostage situation?

When did hostage situations come in? I thought you were talking ways to shut him up?

I don't know! Gags just made me think of two things and then it was ball gags--

*someone's kinda turning red*

I usually just put my hand over his mouth.

Which you're considering doing to yourself now, I'm betting.

I always thought you two were a thing. Explained a lot.

*SHRUUUUUG sans eyecontact*

Stiles has been in love with Lydia since, like, the third grade.

[Danny could understand about unrequited crushes. Perhaps more than anyone but Stiles himself.]

That doesn't mean that, maybe, you don't have feelings. They're not mutual exclusive, you know.

Annnnd, I like girls. Remember how I was dating Allison?

Do I really have to explain that life isn’t black and white? Besides, just giving you shit. [Mostly.]

[wince and shrug]

I don't know. It's--

[pause when he hears the bit about being given shit]

O-oh. That's cool.

[Oh but he slightly perked up at that.]

Yeah, cool. Go back. It's what? Complicated?

[nodnodnodnodnodnodnodavoiding eye contact]

[Considering that before moving on, not rushing in.]

When we're talking about Stiles, or in general?

Juuust Stiles. Really. [he looked up at Danny] Well, mostly. Pretty much mostly.

[Talks you never thought you'd have for one hundred, Alex.]

So, dating Allison and in love with Allison but interested in Stiles. Only Stiles. Well, mostly Stiles. [Oh yes, definitely smiling then.]

Other than Allison's reaction, what's the problem with that?

[earscratch awkward siiiigh]

Actually, not dating Allison. She's... got some stuff to deal with. So we're on a break.

Then what's the problem? If you're looking to experiment, now's the time to do it.

I mean, just saying. What you and Stilinski do is between the two of you.

Because if I bring it up and he doesn't feel the same way, it'll be WEIRD. And considering everything else that's happened, that's, like, saying something.

I actually get that. Of course, do you want to just keep wondering? Let me tell you, it pretty much sucks.

[eyebrow raise]

And who are you wondering about? Or is it obvious?

[He made a face.]

I don't think I do anymore. I did for a lot of years though. Made the decision last year that I deserved better.

Wasn't this about you and whomever?

Kinda seems to be drifting around on a lot of things. But we can keep it on me if you like that better.

[nice little smile]

Yeah well, like I said, on my end I understand where things stand. How do you compete with the healing power of love? You don't.

You're on a break with Allison. Make the most of it.

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