You wont even know what you lost.

[She wont leave any memories left. She knows better than anyone that it's possible to lose even ones of the people most important to you.]

If I disappear, it will be better that way. After all of the pain and confusion.

[Even though it feels like her heart is being ripped from her chest]

You... You can think of me as just another pureblood. [What the Zero who could not tolerate vampires would do.] And nothing will cloud your judgement on what should properly be done.