dear_mun | app submitted and completed

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I suppose I should begin by offering my opinion on the new username. It's more lazy than it is clever, although the emphasis on "sin" is appropriate. I am not a proud sinner, but I did choose to embrace the role. Further, it would be abhorrent for me to ever entirely forget the weight of my sins. If anything, may it serve as a reminder of that.

What else? I would expect myself to feel less complacent toward this arrangement, but I believe I've come to the realization that these "games" are more or less interchangeably unpleasant. Perhaps this one will be the most unpleasant at all, but I am prepared to play whatever hand I'm dealt. What good is it to complain, at this stage?

That's not to say I don't hold you accountable, mundane. Keep that in mind, as well.

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Anyone with a normal mindset would complain about being sent somewhere against their will.

I have complained, in the past, but I've been sent to enough of these games that at this point it feels like a waste of time. You can't relate?

I can, but a little revolt can't hurt. We both know it never seems to get any easier.

Hopefully you weren't sent to a skeevy place.

No, it doesn't.

I suppose I can save the revolt for when I get there. That way, I can take some time to determine how skeevy it is and react accordingly.

Do you have any back-up plans with you just in case?

[He laughs a little.]

I always have a backup plan. Who do you think you're talking to?

I wonder...

[There's a faint frown on her face. Don't mind her, she's still upset at another version of Lelouch over ~dramatic stuff~.]

Anyway, how have you been?

Inactive. So… somewhat bored, you could say.

I won't lie--that may be why I'm feeling more optimistic than normal about this. I think I've come to realize that a chaotic life suits me better than a stagnant one.

You could've just said you were bored to begin with.

[A shrug.]

Heh. I'm more into the peace and quiet life than chaos all the time. It's been so hectic these days.

I don't think I fully realized it until you asked.

Anyway, I doubt I'll have as much of a taste for chaos once I become enveloped in it again. It does lose its shine rather quickly.