Cortana (
mymothersshadow) wrote in
dear_mun2012-11-10 09:16 pm
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Re: Halo 4 ending
Oh, come on. You're not that busted up over this, are you? That's sweet, but, really, you knew the odds of something like this happening - how much effort did you put into avoiding all the spoilers just because you didn't want them to confirm what you were already suspecting?
Yeah, that's what I thought.
Look, I've had eight years to think about this. Eight...long years. I've done a lot of thinking about how...it would eventually happen. For a while, I was worried that the Gravemind would tear me apart and devour all my knowledge to use against humanity. Then, I thought it'd just happen on the Forward Unto Dawn. I got used to that idea. It was good enough - no matter what, I wouldn't hurt anybody as I deteriorated. Then, everything with Requiem and the Didact started happening and I started becoming afraid of what might happen if I lost control of myself...but in the end, I got to go out by saving him.
So many people died at the hands of the Covenant and the Flood and the Didact for no reason at all. But I got to do something I've wanted to do for...so, so long.
All things considered, I think I'm pretty lucky.
Yeah, that's what I thought.
Look, I've had eight years to think about this. Eight...long years. I've done a lot of thinking about how...it would eventually happen. For a while, I was worried that the Gravemind would tear me apart and devour all my knowledge to use against humanity. Then, I thought it'd just happen on the Forward Unto Dawn. I got used to that idea. It was good enough - no matter what, I wouldn't hurt anybody as I deteriorated. Then, everything with Requiem and the Didact started happening and I started becoming afraid of what might happen if I lost control of myself...but in the end, I got to go out by saving him.
So many people died at the hands of the Covenant and the Flood and the Didact for no reason at all. But I got to do something I've wanted to do for...so, so long.
All things considered, I think I'm pretty lucky.

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May I say it has been a pleasure?
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I sure hope so. Because it has been, you know.
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I am glad to hear it. Saving both your partner and potentially billions of lives is no small feat, even for yourself. Anyone would be proud to have done as much.
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Heh....billions. Right.
You know, when it was happening, I told the Didact that I wasn't doing it for mankind. I could barely concentrate, but...I don't think I was even thinking about any of the people below on Earth at that moment.
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You were thinking of your partner. [Not a question.] Even so, your actions saved them. Having a single representative of a population for which you care is far easier for a human mind to grasp than considering on the scale of that entire population. Yet, despite our vastly superior processing powers, are we not at our core human minds?
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(But considering that Chief was apparently the only SPARTAN left, and Cortana was basically his last friend
/girlfriend/AI-ghost-girlfriend-thingy, who knew what the guy was going through.)no subject
[Funny how that one word can convey so much.]
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Hey. Do one thing for me, will you?
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[He knows her well enough to know she won't ask anything beyond his power, although they do have their track record with impossible promises, don't they.]
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And if you find out that you don't like the answer, maybe do something about it?
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I will.
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Better than what I got.
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What happened to you?
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