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dear_mun2012-02-02 04:28 pm
sinsparrow) wrote in dear_mun2012-02-02 04:28 pm
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[game: Bete Noire] death, life, and psychopomps: on setting off plot-bombs
Why do you keep trying to decide if this is something I want? This would mean having a purpose here again, wouldn't it? I've sacrificed enough of myself already for that reason to know that there's nothing holding me back from doing it again.
You keep thinking about all the ways I could regret this. All the ways I will regret it.
And that's entirely missing the point: regret is something I live with every day; loss and death are already part of who I am. And-- I don't want to go on feeling lost and meaningless.
You keep thinking about all the ways I could regret this. All the ways I will regret it.
And that's entirely missing the point: regret is something I live with every day; loss and death are already part of who I am. And-- I don't want to go on feeling lost and meaningless.