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I appreciate you putting thought into this but I can't say that I like it. Yes, this is my body but it feels foreign to me now. And it isn't as though you have any intention of sending me anywhere.

This is really just a pointless exercise to seem how much amusement you can get out of this situation. I'm not some tool for your jokes and I have more important things to do.

[Like?]

Like making sure Wilhelm held up his end of our deal.

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Is it really that uncomfortable?

*Because, uh...you kind of end up there in his future. Sob.*

[Yes.] I wouldn't say that it's uncomfortable, just strange. I'm so much stronger now than I ever was before.

But you should be able to control it pretty easily, right?

I can, yes. It doesn't make it any less strange, though.

I can sympathize with that, it was pretty strange when I went from human to...this, too. But I'm sure you'll get used to it eventually.

I don't think there will be time for me to adjust. It won't be long before they find their way to Michtam and to Zarathustra.

That depends on whether or not your mun is being honest about never sending you anywhere...

I'm fairly sure that she's being honest about that. She's sending KOS-MOS to the game you're in, there's nowhere else she could send me that she would want to.

Mine said the same thing about me, though.

That is... concerning. Why the change of mind concerning you?

She found some places that looked like they would get interesting reactions from me and accepted AUs.

I see. I hope that it isn't too hard for you, Allen.

...

[ That's even worse than the real T-elos for him. Good job mundane. ]

Mundanes are like that. ...I'm sorry she subjected you to one such fate.

[She just looks away from him. Ashamed.]

In the Recurrence I come from, it was my choice to be like this, Yeshua. I only wish she wouldn't have made it for all to see.

... You have made a deal with Wilhelm, I assume from your words?

[ His face softens. Ashamed? She shouldn't be. ]

I did. I would help him, allow my soul to be transferred back into my body, if he would have KOS-MOS repaired.

And if you would cooperate for his plan, right?

That's right.

You do not have to. There was a time when you opposed his plans, you still can.

I made a deal, Yeshua. What kind of person would I be if I broke a promise?

I know Wilhelm thinks his way is best, but I think he is mistaken. You can change that Mary, no matter the universe you are from.

I can't. Not this time. I know that I come from a previous Recurrence. None of us have to power to stop it. Not yet.

I refuse to believe that the future is written and cannot be changed. Even for you.

It can't be this time, Yeshua. There's nothing within my power.

Then please at least do not be ashamed of your current predicament.

[ A hand on her shoulders to reassure her. ]

[She just places her hand lightly on top of his, wary of the weight of the device wrapped around her forearm.]

[ And he squeezes her hand with a smile. After all he is not exactly human so all's good. ]

It will be all alright I'm sure, even in your reality.

[Yes, but she's not even used to the strength her body now possesses, let alone what she's capable of with Animus now.]

It will be, yes. I'll activate Zarathustra and... Hopefully that will be the last Recurrence.

[ Well, this is very interesting. Very interesting. This didn't happen in his own timeline. ]

What would my end of the deal be, Mary?

You promised to repair KOS-MOS for Shion.

[Looking at him, almost distressed.]

Did I?

[ Sounds like something he'd do, but... ]

And I suppose I did more than just repair her. Is that it?

You did.

[Crossing her arms awkwardly because, argh, these stupid addition to her body are so hard to manage!]

I don't know, I haven't seen her since we made our deal.

What did I do to her, Mary?

All that I can remember is making our deal. She should be repaired and returned to Shion, since T-elos destroyed her. I haven't been anywhere near Shion since then.

I see.

Regardless, it is refreshing to see you returned to your own body. [ ... while neglecting to mention her body now qualifies as a weapon of mass destruction, and that's while disregarding Animus. ]

It doesn't feel like my body...

[He doesn't need to mention it. She's already more than aware of the damage she can cause.]

Nor will it. It was difficult to recreate your body without modifying it heavily. And you are much better suited to protect humanity in this new form.

It won't be any task I need to worry about for long, before we activate Zarathustra.

It is unfortunate that this did not occur in my own timeline.

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