On updates and a certain Spidertroll possibly entering his game

[aim_exorable]

D --> Dear individual unfortunately in vast control of the majority of my actions in this particular reality

D --> I cannot share your masochistic enthusiasm for the events which may occur when Mindfang returns to the city
D --> Nor the similarities that it holds to my Pre-Scratch life in regards to a certain charismatic orangeblood

D --> No
D --> It isn't fair
D --> Thank you for revealing the obvious
D --> ...
D --> Yes
D --> I
D --> Quite possibly but only if extremely provoked
D --> May do something fairly violent to her if she pushes at the issue
D --> Which we both know she will
D --> Because she gets whatever she so wishes
D --> But

D --> ...
D --> Yes I am more than aware of his past infidelities
D --> But we both agreed that those times were mistakes that could be fixed
D --> Didn't we?

D --> Ugh
D --> Please do shut up
D --> I am not going to relieve the Highblood of the sole cave in Vatheon that he has now occupied
D --> And not for the purposes of crying
D --> Stop being ridiculous

D --> Ghost history isn't going to repeat itself
D --> Stop saying that
D --> Or I will have to refute your words each time

D --> Ghost history isn't going to repeat itself
D --> Ghost history isn't going to repeat itself
D --> Ghost history isn't going to repeat itself
D --> Ghost history isn't going to repeat itself

D --> ...
D --> Yes
D --> I am quite aware that you stopped saying it after the second time

D --> Just
D --> Stop please
D --> When the time comes I will do my best to handle the matter adequately
D --> Even
D --> If that means eventually letting go
D --> But only if he wants that!

D --> I know that I still have many more sins to pay for
D --> But he is one of those who makes me happiest
D --> I think
D --> I actually want that now
D --> I do not ask for much, I just want the life that we were starting to get to before





D --> ...Do you really think a rap will endear him to me better?




[ooc: there is a 'who is the sexier blueblood' thread shenanigans going down with Mindfang. You are warned.]

Comments

[0_0]

uh oh
what am i missing now?

[shesapir8]

I'm sure you could always put that strength to use an dig a cave. Actually do something with your pathetic existence.

You could also make it fall in too. I think you should try that.

[aim_exorable]

D --> Oh
D --> Hello Miss Megido
D --> I did not expect to see you again
D --> It
D --> Is a bit complicated

not taking his cave

[grandhighblood]

>:o)

[aim_exorable]

D --> I think I should not

[Not mentioning he is making a basement right now...]

we'll see about that, you fat slob

[aim_exorable]

D --> GET OUT

[0_0]

hello!
well thats no way to think darkleer its not as if i would be gone forever you know
really?
hmm
though honestly whenever is it not complicated?

he'll fight you to keep it just you watch

[grandhighblood]

Motherfucking voices all up in this pan rattling the motherfuck about is saying
NO
Motherfucker.

[shesapir8]

Yes, well, your ideas have never 8een good, that's a proven record. Mine have shown to 8e much 8etter with excellent results so I think I know whose we should follow.

That would 8e me if your hoof8east 8rain can't keep up.

[aim_exorable]

D --> Well
D --> I suppose a point must be given there
D --> In both areas
D --> They are simple relationship issues

well maybe a fight is what he's looking for

[aim_exorable]

D --> Soon I will make sure there are no voices at all
D --> I am quite certain I have a chemical for that as well
D --> I could make it so that you would hardly feel a thing
D --> But that would be of no interest to me

[0_0]

i really dont understand why you adults cant just have a relationship without all of these issues even if they are simple
maybe im just thinking too much into it considering that everyone does go through them and all
even we did
but we kept it to ourselves and worked it out that way :P

[aim_exorable]

D --> Actually

[And wow, for some reason, this is really hard to say! Somehow almost harder than standing up to the Grand Highblood for Gamzee and Equius. Because he owes a life debt to her. Because she has always managed to somehow live her life better than his. Because she always knew what she was doing and when the first rebellion happened, nothing but doubt began to fill him.]

[But.]

[He has something worth everything now. He's tired of misery.]

D --> I believe
D --> Some of your ideas have had fairly disastrous results
D --> Which I could mention
D --> Quite possible

[aim_exorable]

D --> I didn't ask for it
D --> Despite what some think of my personality and weaknesses
D --> At least not this time

sexy

[grandhighblood]

Aw, ain't that motherfucking sweet?
JUST MOTHERFUCKING PRECIOUS IS WHAT I'M ALL GETTING MY WITNESS ON ABOUT.
Come now, Expatriate.
NO BEATING AROUND THE MOTHERFUCKING BUSH.
Just say it.
YOU WISH TO RIP INTO THIS FLESH AND SEE ALL THE PRECIOUS FLUIDS COAT YOUR GRUBBY
Filthy
MOTHERFUCKING
Peasant hands.
>;o)

yeah you would think that

[aim_exorable]

[Gosh. Dammit. The hair on the back of his neck is starting to stand up and he can feel his mouth going dry.]

D --> I
D --> Am not your tool any longer
D --> Do
D --> Not
D --> Tell me what to do

[shesapir8]

[She's well aware of all that her decisions have caused. Stealing Dualscar's slave and taunting him of a relationship he could never have lead to him killing her, a woman still grieving for a son. Which lead to him telling the Grand Highblood all he knew about her. Which lead to his death and a Legislator being sent after her. Which lead to the loss of arm, eye and fleet. Which lead to both the death of a legislator and judge. Like a rock dropped in a pool her actions cause so many ripples. But if asked if she would do it differently she'd only laugh. Yes there were consequences but she lead the life she wanted to live down to the seconds of her death.

Her only regret is not having more time with him]

Perhaps they have. 8ut what does it matter. Those results never truly affected me after all, and why should I care a8out those who sought to kill me.
Have you 8ecome such a 8leeding heart in your time, Expatri8?

[aim_exorable]

D --> That is not my title

[shesapir8]

Trying to hide who you are Expatri8? What you did Expatri8? Trying to run from your past?

Expatri8.

[aim_exorable]

D --> I am not running from anything
D --> But
D --> That is not my name

[shesapir8]

It's the one I choose to call you. Surely saving your life allows me that.

And you've 8een running for a long time. Don't lie to yourself.

[0_0]

i promise you i didnt intend it to sound that way
even if there is a lot of flutter and clutter in the direction of you two
and where you both are situated since i cannot include myself right now given my actual location is here and there and not in the city
that was a mouthful wow
anyways given where you two are situated its no surprise that theres always at least something going on
but i do want you both to be happy
i really do :(

you know me so well darling

[grandhighblood]

That all motherfucking depends on you, does it motherfucking not?
YOU JUST KEEP NOT ALL UP AND LISTENING TO A BROTHER
And there's nothing to even get your stupid worry on about this noise.
SEE, YOU MOTHERFUCKING HAVE THE GALL TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO
By telling me not to tell a motherfucker what to do
BUT I JUST ALL UP AND GET MY IGNORING OF SUCH A SHITTY MOTHERFUCKING REQUEST
And all is well with the universe.
GET IT, MOTHERFUCKER?

[aim_exorable]

D --> That

[But he can't get himself to say more. She did save his life, and he's already overstepping the bounds of his sometimes worthless feeling existence by going to refuse on moving from Summoner. A sense of worth, of self, for his matesprit?]

[...He supposes he will take such a deal.]

D --> Not anymore
D --> Things have changed
D --> Being in Vatheon has brought them about

[aim_exorable]

D --> I do as well