on potentially being apped at exsilium

[castellar]

 Oh --

Oh, no, I actually - I think this is sort of a terrible idea, really. No offense. I'm not trying to tell you what to do, or anything, I just don't think this is going to work out well. There's a lot of fighting that goes on there, I don't think I really belong anywhere people are dying, I'm not very good at keeping myself safe. You know. And you know you're bad at sitting down to do an app, you get distracted by everything and just -

Not that I'm calling you fickle! Or anything of the sort. I just think this is something you should think about a little more carefully, really. A lot more carefully. 

And then come to a firm conclusion of no. Please. I'd really rather not die. And you might say you wouldn't let me, but I'm in your head, right. I know what you've done to characters. Some of these people will never recover. So if you could just. Let me go. Yes. I think that would be best.

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[kamenriderkabuto]

You won't make it far with an attitude like that.

[castellar]

That really isn't a helpful thing to say, my apprehension here is completely warranted. This place she wants to send me is dangerous and that's a nice way to put it.

[kamenriderkabuto]

Maybe.

But if you can't even try to make the best of it, it's definitely going to be as bad as you expect.

[castellar]

You keep talking like this is an inevitable thing that's going to happen, see, I think that's where we're crossing wires, I want it to not happen at all. That's what I'm working for. Nothing happening, at all.

[kamenriderkabuto]

But if it does?

[castellar]

I don't know. I'll adjust, I'm good at adjusting, I'll figure out ... I'll stay underground or something, out of everyone's way.

[kamenriderkabuto]

Would you really need to isolate yourself from others who can't fight, either?

[castellar]

If they're getting themselves mixed up in all the fighting they're probably not all that safe to hang out with.