Voice Testing ∞ Canon is Jesus Christ Superstar (2000)

[wantsustolive]

No! No, no, no, no, no, no, no, NO! You're not doing this to me, and you're certainly not doing this to him. Actually, I don't care what happens to me as long as you just leave him alone, okay. It's bad enough that you got me roped into this... this perversity but you just leave him out of it, you hear me!

You're sick, you know that? Sick! So you keep your grubby, little paws off me and tell your friend to stay out of this!

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[whatyousay]

Forgive them, Judas. They don't understand.

[wantsustolive]

[ Look at this face. This is a) the face of a man who is not quite ready to face you just yet, and b) the face of a man who is calling bullshit right about now. ] 

They know exactly what they're doing, damn it. I'm not forgiving them.

[whatyousay]

Have you not taken any of my teachings to heart?

[ Well, this is face that is a little disappointed acually. ]

[wantsustolive]

I... [ Damnit! You really need to stop giving him that face, he's dealing with enough shame as it is. ] I have. I'm just not very good at this one.

[whatyousay]

[ Have a loving hand on your cheek and a small smile instead, then. Better? ]

I know. But you're not even trying now.

[wantsustolive]

[ No, not really. Because he does not deserve it and you should know he does not deserve it. ]

Some people don't deserve trying. [ Are we still talking about the same thing, I wonder. ] 

[whatyousay]

[ Oh please, remember who you're talking to. ]

They just want to tell stories. They are like children playing games. Leave them be, there is enough anger in your soul already.

[ Jesus is pretty sure he knows exactly what they're talking about. ]

I forgave the man who sentenced me, how could I not forgive you, my Judas?

[ The hand on Judas' cheek is moved to rest on his shoulder instead. There goes that nasty habit of talking about things that were not spoken out loud again. ]

[wantsustolive]

[ You're trying to break him now, aren't you? Well congratulations on a job well done. He stiffens fighting both the urge to pull away and run as well as the urge to lean in and just cling to him and never let go. ]

I don't deserve your forgiveness. [ He looks away, unable to meet those blue eyes anymore. The shame is too much. ] 

[whatyousay]

[ Allow Jesus to make his mind up for him, then, by taking Judas in his arms. ]

That's what you say.

I will just keep using that icon, yes.

[wantsustolive]

[ Then he better be prepared for Judas holding on to him as if his life, and soul, depended on it. ] 

I'm sorry. I'm so, so fucking sorry!

It is a good icon

[whatyousay]

[ Jesus will just hold on to him right back. He's missed you, Judas. ]

You did what you were meant to do.

[ What I made you do... ]

I forgive you.

[ Said not because he thinks there is anything to forgive, but because he thinks it is something Judas needs to hear. ]

/scream hi

[withakiss]

[Give him back his face. And his jacket.

He'll just glare until that happens.]

OMG! I have never seen anyone else from this canon before!

[wantsustolive]

[ You know what? Fuck you! That's what. He has enough on his plate without having to deal with... well, himself on top of all that, okay.

So he's just going to glare back at you with that little sneer until you disappear. ] 

Haha. It's one of my favorite movies and I had the journal for reasons...

[withakiss]

[Ok, this isn't working]

I don't know why you're here but there clearly cannot be two of me.

/has to threadjack

[whatyousay]

Judas...

[ Please behave. ]

[withakiss]

[But mom...]

Are you speaking to me, or this imposter?