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This level of denial isn't healthy you know~

It's simple really. You want to put me someplace, and I'd like to go. Nothing to be ashamed of.

I have faith in you, Miss Mundane.

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You're... going someplace else?

[ he doesn't know what to make of that, really. ]

I'd like to, I think.

That bad?

No. I just think it would be... inconvenient, if you went someplace else.

[ and also Usaki would miss him, but he doesn't really know how to say that out loud. ]

[ ...when you make a face like that, well... how is he supposed to deal with that? ]

...I can't just leave you when you make a face like that.

I wonder if they'd let me take you with me...

[ of course, in his mind, it's sort of like asking to keep a pet... ]

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I don't think I would fit in well in unfamiliar environments. [ arguably, he doesn't even fit in well in familiar environments. ]

... Wherever you go... you won't do anything reckless, will you?

Reckless?

No. I'm not trying to worry everyone.

[ the fact that they all do worry in that way... well. it's a nice feeling. ]

[ that doesn't completely reassure him, but he'll take it. ]

What kind of place might you be going to?

Never as simple as it seems, is it, Vice Captain?

Simple is as simple does I guess.

[ it's okay if it's not simple, says the look on his face. ]

I suppose. Somehow you've gotten awfully good at getting things your way regardless.

You think so?

[ and that's without even really trying. maybe he should try harder gosh. ]

Come on, like you even have to ask.

[ HE KNOWS SO, SOMETIMES UNFORTUNATELY. ]

So. What's on the plate?

[ re: places BECAUSE HE'S NOSY DEAL WITH IT. ]

Guess not.

[ Still, it was worth it. ]

You really want to know? [ Oh alright. ] There are two places that she's considered so far.

She's torn between happy family land and dream land...

[ . . . ] The second I'm not so sure of.

[ those being

hollyheights and

somarium respectively ]

[ ... Hm. ]

And? If it is the second? Are you going to go along with that?

I...

[ There's a second's worth of a forced smile before Seiju thinks better of it. ]

What choice would I have?

[ Smart choice. ]

Not much. [ Christ... ] They sure know how to go and make a mess of things.

Oh well. I should be able to take care of myself. I think I've gotten pretty good at cleaning up other peoples' messes.

[ And the last thing he wants to do before going somewhere is make his comrades worry. He can take care of himself... yep. ]

It can't be helped. [ But he doesn't have to like it. ]

All right, Seiju. Listen up.

...I'm listening.

[ He nods his head seriously, to encourage whatever else is to come. ]

Repeat after me.

[ Because this is important. ]

"I will not forget."

[ skdjfhsdkjhfaksd ]

I won't forget...

[ Even though he knows he might still forget... those words still hold a lot of memories. And important feelings. And he's grateful for the reminder. He's a little less afraid, hearing them. ]

That wasn't just for my own good.

[ >:[!!! ]

I know.

[ 8) ]

I'll try to remember.

[ Somehow he sounded more certain less than a minute ago. Huh. ]

[ Better. ]

Don't make me have to make that an order.

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