dusting off journal

[moonillness]

Well I'm glad to be out anyway. It'd be nice to get something together. I wouldn't mind seeing Pads and Prongs, yes even Wormtail. Even if what you say is true, I can be played at many points. And I can't accuse him or hold him to anything he hasn't done.

In the end, I'm just as much to blame. I never questioned if Sirius was capable of it. And from what you tell me, I can't even say it works out in the end.

Hmm. Perhaps there's enough consequences out there. I can do with a spot of tea and a chocolate frog--

Now wait, I didn't say I didn't want to see the Marauders... Just asking to think this over.

Comments

[savedbypudding]

You rang Monsieur Moony?

[ He's all smiles but they don't quite reach his eyes. He's not totally ready to touch that subject either. He found it hard enough to deal with the fact Moony did'nt fight for him when everything happened.]

[moonillness]

Hello, Pads.

[savedbypudding]

...you really want to see Wormatail again?

[moonillness]

I'm played at different points. I cannot be angry at him for actions he may not commit when we are younger.

[savedbypudding]

Of course. there's that cold hard logic you're so fond of.

Just because you're right. Doesn't mean I have to like it Moons.

[moonillness]

Didn't say you had to.

[savedbypudding]

He played us both, you know. All of us.

[moonillness]

Didn't say he didn't, Pads.

[savedbypudding]

Well.

All right then.

[moonillness]

I am giving him the benefit of the doubt if I come across a younger version.

[savedbypudding]

Well I've never been very good at letting things go. So. I won't be joining you in that.

[moonillness]

Things could be different. It doesn't have to be the way it turned out. For any of us. Him included.

[acecharms]

Maybe it's time to figure out where exactly you want to be.
Or to ignore it and unwrap another chocolate frog instead.

[moonillness]

Isn't really up to me.

[savedbypudding]

He stole our lives Moony. Our life together.

[acecharms]

Then you can only sit back and wait?

[moonillness]

Can always push her a bit.

[moonillness]

We don't have to let it be that way.

[acecharms]

Now here's what I wanted to hear! Go be demanding.

[moonillness]

Ah, I'm trying.

[savedbypudding]

Meaning what?

[acecharms]

If everything fails - back to the chocolate frogs.

[moonillness]

I'm plenty satisfied with that plan, Lily.

[moonillness]

Meaning we can make our lives whatever we want. Well, the writers, technically speaking.

[acecharms]

I'll be donating a few chocolate bars if you need them!