coolerwithamerman: (...no sir. I do not doubt you.)
Steven Hadley. [Technician Two] ([personal profile] coolerwithamerman) wrote in [community profile] dear_mun2012-09-12 06:06 pm

How do I app thoughts from his writer.

...Everything that I did I did for a reason. Everything. There's no real...there's nothing to be redeemed for I...

Oh what you're going to pour the hate on me because I made a few bets? I really don't see how that's fair, how is that any different from you and your obsessive watching of "Hotel Hell" or "Kitchen Nightmares"?

..That's right. You like to watch people suffer. And so what if you do? Life. Sucks. But it's all people have got, it's not something dangerous it's a defense mechanism. Would you rather spend it focused on what you don't have or transfer your pain to a bunch of kids who turn into wolves and fall off hospital rooftops because some guy in a flying blue box can't save them? [stare. frown] that's how it works right?

None of it is really real you know. [disassociation much Hadley?] And I mean honestly that's the kind of attitude you have to take. Otherwise you get obsessed. Those guys in those books and tv shows for instance? Those guys are suffering and you're sitting there spouting "life ruiner" and "feels" [Yes, Bradley Whitmore just said "feels".] Sooner or later, you start posting gifs of the stuff, dissecting it, sending pictures to your friends. [in a mimicking tone] oh my god did you see what he did to that guy. He just cut him right in half but they were secret lovers and I can't cope. I can't cope you guys, my ship, my feels-oh god I can't wait for the next episode he just looked up and he was covered in his blood and it was so sad. ...But did you help the guy? Or girl. Or pair of guys and girls?

[in tones that drip acid] Oh wait, you do that already don't you. Post pictures and shit. Just not with wolves falling off the tops of hospitals or whatever people are watching. Fuck off about redemption. If you want me to be redeemed, you need to do it first.