canon is private practice

[breathofalife]

You really sure you want to do this? Have me in your head? Because let me tell you, my head? It's a mess. A disaster. We're talking hazmat suits, crime scene tape, and red flashing lights. Use-your-seat-as-a-flotation-device disaster. That's me. You still want to take me in?

I guess I can't sway you much, can I? I've only been floating around here since my very first scene.

Look...I..I get that you and I are a done deal now, but...don't expect much from me. I can't do a game, and my canon isn't exactly the most played out there, so I'm not sure who would want to talk to me. I just...I guess, I don't know what you plan on doing with me.

I don't know. Do me a favor though. Don't upload any icons of my intervention. They...weren't exactly my finest hours. And nothing with when...with Ryan. Please.

Okay. Proceed with caution.

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[the_collector]

From what I've seen, being a mess seems to be considered a weird kind of positive around here.

[ Seriously, look who his mun picked up. 600 year old trainwreck. ]

[breathofalife]

I've noticed they like that kind of thing around here. Why is beyond me.

[the_collector]

Stories need conflict.

[breathofalife]

My life doesn't feel like a story to me.

[the_collector]

That's all it is to them. A story and a game.

[ Pardon his lack of sensitivity, he's a smidge bitter when it comes to this particular subject. ]

[breathofalife]

Right. If that's the case they can find someone else to toy with.

[oh she doesn't mind, not at all]

[the_collector]

[ Then this might be the start of a beautiful friendship. ]

Seems like it isn't up to us. I'm Morgan. [ Handshake? ]

[breathofalife]

It never is.

[shakes his hand]

Amelia.

[the_collector]

It's nice to meet you, Amelia. Seems like we have some problems in common.

[ Like being from canons you don't see much in RP. ]

[breathofalife]

Is that so?

[it is the curse of her and most of the people that share headspace with her]

[the_collector]

Yeah, doubt that many people will be interested in talking to me either. For the best, probably.

[breathofalife]

Why's that?

[applefritters]

Bein' a done deal with your mun doesn't necessarily mean you're gonna get sent somewhere, Amelia. Trust me on that one. [ She's been hanging out and collecting dust for months now. ]

you just made me squeal so hard

[breathofalife]

I'm pretty sure I won't be sent anywhere. This one isn't even playing in games.

What? You haven't gone searching for Narnia or explored the oceans or whatever it is they do in those places?

it's payback for making me squeal!

[applefritters]

[ She half snorts, half laughs at the idea and shakes her head. ] No, I've just been bidin' my time, waiting for her to decide what she wants to do with me. She's got so many other people in games already, though, that I've got a feeling I'm gonna be stuck in her head a while longer.

Seems that there aren't too many games that'll work for us, anyways.

xD charlotte is totally my favorite after amelia

[breathofalife]

And you sit back and put up with it? I'm surprised, Charlotte.

No, not really. I'd take some luxurious resort somewhere though. That'd be the life.

they're very close in my book, too~ everyone else is slightly obnoxious lmao

[applefritters]

Believe me, if I wanted to go someplace, I'd already be there. [ The only game her mun's actually considered sending her to, however, is definitely not on her list of Places to Visit someday. ]

Any sort of resorts around here are gonna come with some kind of catch, so you might wanna be careful what you wish for.

yes that. i wish canon had done more with their friendship last season

[breathofalife]

Trust me, I believe you. [amelia can understand this. the only place she would possibly be sent isn't somewhere she ever wants to go]

I've heard something about that. It'd be nice though, living another life. One that isn't...you know, mine.

me too. :c stupid erica plotline sucking up most of charlotte's screen time.

[applefritters]

[ Charlotte's lips press together in a slight frown for a moment. ] I can't even imagine how hard things are for you right now, Amelia, but it'll get better. Definitely not right away, but eventually, it will. And until then, you've got plenty of people here to lean on.

:/ yes. but i do kind of love mason and charlotte.

[breathofalife]

[a pause. a breath. she pushes her hair back] Everyone hits rough patches, right? I'll be fine.

[the tried and true amelia mantra]

i do, too. they're disgustingly cute together.

[applefritters]

Yeah, they do. [ She wishes there was something more she could do to help. It's amazing how much has changed since she got involved with Cooper. ] If there's anything I can ever do for you, you be sure to let me know, alright?

they really are

[breathofalife]

Just...be around? Other than that try to keep my mun from sending me anywhere.

[applefritters]

I can't make any promises where your mun's concerned, but -- [ she reaches out to place a hand on Amelia's arm ] -- I can promise you that I'll always be here. No matter what.

[breathofalife]

[doesn't push the hand away, in fact she sets her hand on top of charlotte's]

Thank you. That...means a lot to me. I hope you know I'm here for you, too. Even though I'm a mess. I'm here.

[applefritters]

[ Charlotte smiles softly, though it's completely and totally genuine as she hooks her thumb onto Amelia's hand. ]

Hey, if it means keepin' you around, I'll gladly take your mess, too.

[breathofalife]

[amelia's head drops forward slightly, the smile pulling on her lips further. that hits her harder than she expects it to

she doesn't really know what to say, so she just reaches out and wraps her arms around her friend tightly.]