oh kaname

[resinous]

Why must you ask me that question mundane? You know the answer, I do not wish to be anywhere without my beloved Yuki. Regardless of what you say.

( chuckle, chuckle. )

I do not compress her into a small and I do grant her wishes when she behaves. After all the greatest gift I can give her is to let her be free under my reigns.

After all I would fall to my knees if she ever denied me. Let's keep this between us mundane.

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[sunflowering]

You speak so kindly while saying the worst sort of things.

[Unhappy, she glares, expression full of muted frustration]

[resinous]

That is because you weren't suppose to hear that Yuuki.

( he shifts ever so slightly and makes his way closer to her. )

Besides my mundane was making a reference to a song she thought that sounds a lot like what is happening between us.

[sunflowering]

[She stiffens as he nears, eyes wary. Head following his movements, her short hair brushes her chin.]

Regardless, those ties are cut now, Kaname.

[resinous]

( the beast himself stiffens before relaxing and letting a strained smile reach his lips. )

Ah so that short hair doe not scream humanity. I see your not my Yuuki. I'm from a different point.

[sunflowering]

Then for once I'm a step ahead of you.

[What he doesn't know will help her]

[resinous]

Tell me my Yuuki are you happy with the way things are? You could always return to me regardless of what has happened.

( he holds out his right hand towards her. )

[sunflowering]

[She stares at the hand, brows knitting. Don't. Don't do this. She isn't the one to have walked away. She's not the one to have made things go to beyond repair. Even if he's from the past, eventually the past him will turn into the Kaname of the future.

This hurts. My heart aches...

Her hand lifts, slowly, reaching out. The betrayal and all the loneliness she's felt throbs, the complete abandonment, and pain at witnessing him hurt one after another and another. All because of a delusional plan to rid the world of what they themselves are.

The light smack sounds as she bats his hand away, pained, with grit teeth.]

Just stop.

[Please. She can't take having her heart broken over again.]

[resinous]

( for once kaname is shocked, hurt, torn, and thankful. he sees how it is now. he sees who she is. )

Well then let's talk.

[sunflowering]

What can be said at a time like this?

[Swallowing thickly, she struggles to remain firm. He doesn't understand anything. Because he's never lived it yet. But it doesn't make things okay, either.]

[resinous]

( she's treating him like a child; taking him away from the swing in fear of him falling and cutting his knee and dying of blood loss. what she resists will persists more and more.

he stands there cold and stifless staring down at her. kaname doesn't understand but he wants to. he wants his yuuki back and wants to hold her gently and be in unison with her. but.... )

Tell me....what have I done. The future me that has brought you so much agony?

[sunflowering]

You disappeared. Physically....and emotionally.

[resinous]

I'm here now. You should take advantage of me. Use me.

[sunflowering]

No.

[resinous]

Are you afraid? That I can't handle love?

[sunflowering]

[It's nothing like that. It's her own feelings she has to protect. But more than that this goes beyond her at this point. She shakes her head and her short hair sways.]

I can't simply pretend that what I know isn't valid anymore just because you aren't aware yet, Kaname.

[Even if it hurts. Even when she longs for a past in which none of this happened]

I'm not so selfish.

[resinous]

But what if I am? I'm a selfish being I'll admit that.

[sunflowering]

I can't answer that for you. [All she can do is try to stop him from further hurting others, should he try]

[resinous]

Then if it makes you happy Yuuki Kuran to act that way then so be it.

( he sounds a bit sad here. )

But just remember, I'll be watching you.

[dreamsonwings]

[She's best friends with Yuki in one of the games she's in. And boy she does not like how that sounded. In mun's words: 'he sounds like a douche'.]

I can see why my mun isn't a fan of yours.

[resinous]

Why is that?

( he smiled at her. )

Because I fear losing the thing I love the most?

( clearly at the moment he's from a point where he hasn't done anything bad yet. all is well between the two lovers although he has shown her that he once loved someone else when he was an ancestor and that he isnt really yuki's brother. )

[dreamsonwings]

More like smothering her.

[resinous]

Now why would you say that? Is it because the Yuki you know is from a different time from me?

[dreamsonwings]

Mun really doesn't care for you. And if you ever come to my game, you better not lay one finger on Yuki.

[She may not like fighting but she will defend her friend from someone like him.]

[resinous]

Rumor has gone around that my beloved blue jay has fallen out of love with me and with Zero, but that of course is the Yuki in Zodion. But I wouldn't know about your Yuki, all I've heard is that she is very happy there with another man.

( he goes to her and pats her head gently. so cruel. )

But thank you. Please take care of her well, make her happy. Show her to love without feeling worthless.

( he gives a slight smirk. )

She is after all the type of person to keep her true colors hidden deep within and feel disguisted with herself when others hurt.

[dreamsonwings]

[That headpat...it was the wrong move. She doesn't know you and only those close to her ever do that. Sora was still feeling the sting of someone leaving and well...that's not a good mix.

Like she actually slaps him across the face.]

Do not patronize me. And don't you ever speak of any ill will to her you understand?

[resinous]

( well he is very surprised. he's done the slapping before but never has he been slapped. such a new emotion, feeling, leaves him dumbstruck and he stands there staring at the short woman. )

Ill will? Ha you make me chuckle. It was to help you understand the nature of that silly girl. She's so complex really. But that is what makes her so exotic and desirable. She gives herself up to anyone she loves and will rather be teared limb by limb than to see her loved ones suffer.

[dreamsonwings]

[Yeah, wait til you meet more of her friends: one's a phoenix.]

Because she cares about people and would rather be their friend instead of manipulating them to be a puppet.

[resinous]

You know she never really had any friends as a human aside from Sayori and Zero. When she became a vampire everyone wanted her because she is a princess. She might now show it, but she is someone of higher status than you and any old vampire.

[dreamsonwings]

That means nothing to me!

[Boy you are seriously pissing her off.]

When I see Yuki, I see the girl who is my dear friend. Not a princess or a vampire: she's Yuki. You're just too blind to see it.

[resinous]

I see her as my beloved sister and fiancee and someone I adore.

( he shifts his eyes forward ignoring her. )

But I am not blind to the point where I can't see what else she is. She is of importance.

[dreamsonwings]

You have an odd way of showing it.

[crackedsmiles]

She's a big girl now, Kaname, with wings of her own. [independent, disobedient, and far from Kaname's grasp.]

[resinous]

Takuma....

( he's quieter now. gentle paces of his feet move the lion close to the lamb. )

Is that so? Aren't you suppose to be with Shirabuki?

[crackedsmiles]

I want to be. [truthfully. maybe he wasn't all that different from Kaname in that aspect. Both of them were separated from people they wanted to be with, after all.]

My mundane has other plans in mind for me, unfortunately.

[resinous]

( perhaps kaname has lost control of the game once and for all.

perhaps they can be together, who knew. )

What sorrow. Is she taking you to a game? Perhaps the one where the two sinful lovers can be found? Or the star kingdom game where one Yuuki can be found, or the horror game with the Yuuki who believes she is dead?

[crackedsmiles]

I fear she might leave me to fend for myself in a place where there's neither. [And if this was old times, he'd sigh and let a dramatic tear or two drop.]

But I do like those suggestions. Is that where you're going, Kaname?

[resinous]

Perhaps Zodion. Perhaps nowhere.

( he sighed. )

My mun is a child really.

[crackedsmiles]

[laughs] Now that's an unfair comparison. Everyone is a child compared to you.

[resinous]

Really? Even you Takuma? My dearest friend?

( he's willing to pull out the juuri card if takuma insists on it!! )

[crackedsmiles]

Especially me. [His heart would have warmed to that, if it wasn't already in Sara's grasp.]

[resinous]

Why is that? Do you lack such love for yourself? Is it all in the cold hands of that woman?

( he switches from casual and chatty to serious and cold in the matter of seconds. he would never admit it but dammit takuma he loves you and it hurts to see him being abused in such a manner. even if the mun doesn't care lol. )

It's like lighting striked your spine and took out all the courage you once showed me.

[crackedsmiles]

[Takuma's used to his mood swings. After all, he's been by Kaname's side for long enough.]

That wasn't courage, Kaname. It was my desire to stay near you for as long as possible. Just like how it isn't love I have for Sara, but more of an obsession.

[resinous]

The first step of solving a problem is admitting you have one.

( and he's back to happy. he even pats his head gently. )

Admit it you must be joyous of the fact that you can be free from her for a while.

[crackedsmiles]

[Takuma lets it happen, but eventually pulls himself out of range.]

I feel empty.

[resinous]

Well then.

I understand how you feel. We both are obsessed with the thought of a woman but we have been flying too high, our wings have burned out and now we are alone.