Dragons and Kyubey's and wishes oh my!

[whitescalesbigmouth]

So Az is in the city and I'm still all big scary spacelobsterdragon'd out? I'm so glad she's not going to see me like that, it took me and her long enough to become friends in the first place the last thing I want is for her to freak out at me for another reason.

...Also if you're planning on having me interact with that Kyubey thing you better think of a decent wish for me to come up with. It's obvious what my wish should be by now but if you can't enable him into the city it's going to fall kind of flat isn't it?

One more thing? Way to not do the 'Activity check' this month, you're feeling kinda lazy this week huh?

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[ofmoonlight]

Are you not at all in control of your own actions? You speak as though you allow someone else to live your life for you.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

[Berri? When did you get so tall and manly and--]

Uh yeah, This was kind of directed at my mun, she kind of gets a say in whatever I want to do.

[ofmoonlight]

How strange... because that is not the case for myself. In the end, I have the final say or I would not be who I am.

If your mundane had the final say, she would be the one in the city, would she not be?

She is, after all, not in the city whilst you are.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

Yeah well she--

[The heck? Sorry Mewtwo, she didn't really catch much of what you just said to her.]

Wait, what?

[ofmoonlight]

Who is the one in the city? Is it you? Or is it her?

[whitescalesbigmouth]

Me, duh.

Otherwise I wouldn't have such a huge problem with her. I'd be back home with the people I care about. Oh! But that makes me sound like I don't care about the people I've met in the city when I do!

[ofmoonlight]

You care about your friends. Then use that strength.

You rely far too much on the excuse that "your mundane" has the final say. If that is the case, you are making your mundane out to be a horrible, uncaring person.

Would you have friends? Would you be in the city without your mundane? What would you be if you were just yourself?

Or are you nothing at all?

Reclaim yourself. Mundane or not, you are still who you are and you will continue to live.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

Who are you to tell me what to do or think or whatever!

I do care about my friends and I care about my mundane! She's not a monster she just likes to throw me into certain situations and to be honest I don't mind having an adventure or two.

[She shudders just a little.]

I'd hate being alone if it came down to it.

[ofmoonlight]

Who am I? No one at all. Merely a voice from a source that has experienced a loss and a gain of control.

If you truly feel you would hate a situation arising that you do not want...

Then fight for it.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

I've had my fill of fighting for the things I want believe me.

[ofmoonlight]

Are you saying you've given up, then?

[whitescalesbigmouth]

No, not at all, I'd fight all my life if I had to.

Just to make sure those closest to me are safe...

[She lowers her eyes for a brief moment and smiles gently.] I make out I hate them sometimes, but the truth is they're my entire world.

[ofmoonlight]

It would seem that you can do much more than rely on the excuse that your mundane is behind your actions. You are more than that.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

And what about you?

Why are you so concerned with what other people do in their spare time? Shouldn't you have something you should be fighting for?

[ofmoonlight]

It is not concern. It is a sense of familiarity.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

A sense of familiarity?

[ofmoonlight]

Yes. Your seemed to be lost regarding your actions, your purpose.

In the end, only you can truly find your way.

[contract_high]

Indecent wishes are just as suitable as decent wishes. The power that comes with them is entirely yours, the wish is simply a catalyst.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

But what's the point of making a wish if it won't come true?

You get what you want but what do I get out of it?

[contract_high]

If the wish cannot be granted, the contract is not sealed. That is why my mundane is working to tie the threads of fate together; so that I may further work to grant that which you so desperately seek.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

Good luck with that.

[She looks at the strange cat-thing.]

[contract_high]

It can be anything you want. If you still had enough of a living soul to wish freedom from your metallic husk, I could grant it. It seems like the real "you" is briefly predisposed, however.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

...You know about that?

[contract_high]

You were just talking about it.

[whitescalesbigmouth]

Oh, yeah...

But still, Making a wish like that? I'm not sure if I could go through with it.

[contract_high]

When you find something you know you can go through, I will be there.