Annie Cresta (
anniesgonemad) wrote in
dear_mun2012-08-12 05:48 pm
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Regarding current game
Don't know how I feel anymore.
How I should feel.
He hurt me. Would have killed me. Had to get back to Little Fish, to Finnick. Would have killed me. But hurt him too.
But he's still my friend. Was my friend. Don't understand. He changed, went away and didn't come back. Didn't recognize me when I went down to see him. Saw me as an enemy. Not a friend.
He won.
He won, I lost.
Don't understand. Knew he wasn't doing well. Knew things were wrong in his head, but no one listened, no one did anything. Too late now. All paid the consequences.
Don't know if I want him to come back to us.
How I should feel.
He hurt me. Would have killed me. Had to get back to Little Fish, to Finnick. Would have killed me. But hurt him too.
But he's still my friend. Was my friend. Don't understand. He changed, went away and didn't come back. Didn't recognize me when I went down to see him. Saw me as an enemy. Not a friend.
He won.
He won, I lost.
Don't understand. Knew he wasn't doing well. Knew things were wrong in his head, but no one listened, no one did anything. Too late now. All paid the consequences.
Don't know if I want him to come back to us.

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Finnick was so mad, Eliot.
Yes. He's with me and our son. He's... Not the same he was before. Got badly hurt. But still with me. And I still love him.
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Then that's what matters. I'm so glad you're together again.
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Thank you. Me, too.
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Hate when things happen to my friends and I can't stop them.