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dear_mun2012-08-09 09:09 pm
everydayimsuffering) wrote in dear_mun2012-08-09 09:09 pm
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Storm is coming
Dear Mundane,
In writing this, I know you are as torn apart as I am, milady. The waiting has been hard, and the days that pass, leading to her disappearance break my half a heart. All that you have planned for me in the coming month, all this sadness, I can't tell you it is unfair. I truly don't know what to do with myself in a world without her. I just hope that my friends and family can forgive me for what I am going to do. And for the anger that I might point towards them, when its the Animus I should be truly angry with.
Maybe it is best that she is not in Adstringendum with me, but if she isn't, my wish, if I could have one granted, would be to return home. Even if I know what lies ahead of me. That nightmare will end some day, and we can be together in a different time. Create our own family, and find peace there for how ever long that time should be.
But for her, I won't give up hope. Not yet. It will just take me time for me to see it.
I pray that we will stay strong, milady.
- Sincerely Syaoran
In writing this, I know you are as torn apart as I am, milady. The waiting has been hard, and the days that pass, leading to her disappearance break my half a heart. All that you have planned for me in the coming month, all this sadness, I can't tell you it is unfair. I truly don't know what to do with myself in a world without her. I just hope that my friends and family can forgive me for what I am going to do. And for the anger that I might point towards them, when its the Animus I should be truly angry with.
Maybe it is best that she is not in Adstringendum with me, but if she isn't, my wish, if I could have one granted, would be to return home. Even if I know what lies ahead of me. That nightmare will end some day, and we can be together in a different time. Create our own family, and find peace there for how ever long that time should be.
But for her, I won't give up hope. Not yet. It will just take me time for me to see it.
I pray that we will stay strong, milady.
- Sincerely Syaoran