re: going ons at lastvoyages and maybe thoughts on heading to ataraxion

[youwillgotohell]

You're mad if you think I'm going to feel guilty for killing Merlin. Don't think I don't know that you hid the truth from me as well - you're as guilty as he is, in the end. Don't work too hard to fool yourself, my lady - I feel nothing but relief at his death. And I'll still feel relief when I kill him again.

He said he could take my anger. Let him.

[Well hey Morgana since you've got so much anger to spread around...]

Absolutely not. You're not trapping me on another ship in the stars, I don't care who you want me to meet. I can't claim my throne if I'm a thousand-thousand leagues away from it. [Wait that should be light years - okay yeah miss medieval never mind.]

I'm still waiting for you to find my sister. I seem to recall you swearing to trade an arm for her, and strangely enough, you still seem to have both of them. It's customary to make an offering first. [God woman save it for Merlin and Arthur]

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[mightymorbid]

You keep telling yourself that hard enough, you might start to believe it.

[youwillgotohell]

You think I don't? [SHE WILL PRETEND TILL THE VERY END]

[mightymorbid]

I have to tell myself you don't.

[youwillgotohell]

Why? Too disappointing, otherwise?

[mightymorbid]

If that's how you want to look at it, princess.

[youwillgotohell]

Will you never stop calling me that?

[mightymorbid]

Maybe if you graduate. Since y'know. Being dead and all, the Queen job goes to somebody else.

I'm rooting for that Arthur kid. He'd look good in a dress and a fancy tiara.

[youwillgotohell]

Are you trying to be funny? [No anything with Arthur on any throne is NOT ALLOWED >(]

[mightymorbid]

I'm not charming enough to be funny.

[youwillgotohell]

I could have told you that.

[mightymorbid]

Doesn't make it not true.

[youwillgotohell]

Then maybe I should call you dull and be done with it.

[healingbracelet]

You've succeed in killing Merlin, sister? But what of Arthur?

[youwillgotohell]

He still lives. [Tell the truth, Morgana.] They both do. Death is uncomfortably...impermanent in my new 'home.'

[healingbracelet]

I see, alas it means that they cannot defeat you either. Do you still have use for your magic?

[youwillgotohell]

For the moment, though it's no comfort, knowing it's a privilege that can be revoked at any moment.

[healingbracelet]

A privilege? How absurd, how dare they do such a thing.

[youwillgotohell]

They dare because they can. Because it's easier to take away what they can't understand. They're no better than Uther, in that way.

[healingbracelet]

How rude of your mun to keep you there if you are not enjoying it. Have they no respect?

[youwillgotohell]

Less than none.

[healingbracelet]

I am sorry sister, if I had the ability to help you I would.

[youwillgotohell]

I know you would. As much as I miss your company, it's better that you aren't trapped there with me.

[healingbracelet]

Sister, you should know that I wish nothing more than to be helping you. Whether I am 'trapped' or not.

[youwillgotohell]

[She's so so determined not to cry, but damn does she miss her sister. :c]

You don't know what it's like. They'll take your magic, sister, and you'll be lucky to get it back.

...Still, perhaps it's selfish, but I would have you with me.

[healingbracelet]

My magic is nothing if it means that I can be there for my sister. As long as you still have yours, than we are fine.

[youwillgotohell]

[Baw, it's been so long since anyone was this selfless toward her, and she misses the reassurance of someone caring without the demands for change.]

Should you be trapped on the Barge, then, I will look after you, as you have me.

[tis_disapproval]

I trust his departure was at least painful... 'Twould be a shame for something so fleeting to provide nothing to savour.

[youwillgotohell]

It was shorter than I would have liked.

[She's trying to forget that it left her nearly hysterical. She'll block it out soon enough.]

[tis_disapproval]

Pity... One should take time with pleasures.

[youwillgotohell]

When there is time to take.

[tis_disapproval]

Don't let that stop you.

[youwillgotohell]

Being stopped in the middle would be even less satisfying.

[tis_disapproval]

There is that...

I try to avoid too much gloating, however. Public displays can be... Counter-productive. With the possible exception of mother...

[youwillgotohell]

Everyone has their exceptions, don't they?