dear_mun | Finally Looking For A Home

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canon: eureka seven

Finally Looking For A Home

Y'know, its kind of nice, getting to be around Holland and Moon Doggie again in that muse space you have for use and all, but... I'm not sure I'm ready to go off to one of these games you're thinking about.

Why me? I'm just the rookie... Why not send Holland!? He's been looking for a new home for such a long time, and besides, I'd rather find her than find a home y'know.

...I'm just worried I won't be cut out for it.

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I- I think understand the rookie part, but... There must be a reason why your mun wants you to go.

[wonderfully oblivious over here, ayup] Maybe you'll find the person you're looking for there?

Huh? Oh um, yeah I mean he's probably got a whole load of reasons for picking me but still...

[Renton is a little oblivious here too! ~~he's not that far in canon yet xD so let him figure out who you are so he can spazz out!~~ ]

I doubt I'll find them there, its a nice wish but...

[Sorry, he can't stop staring at you, you really look like someone..]

[Ao's noticing the staring. It's a little odd, come to think of it. Still-]

Well, you never know until you try, right?

[Yea, and Renton's not making it any better by just staring a while longer. Frowning some too and inclining his head aside.]

.....Er, Y-yeah I guess so... then again I could end up being stuck there... My whole life without her..

[Making a little fist now.]

I'm not gonna let that happen.

[dafuq? Ao shifts uncomfortably in response.]

You really care about her? [A pause.] I think I can... sort of understand. [Naru, mom-]

[SORRY! Its just.. Wow, just yea, you look sooo much like her!]

I do...

[Head lowered for a moment. Trying to compose his emotions for once.]

It's not even just about her though! I don't know if I can handle any of the places he's thinking on... What the life there is gonna be like?! I don't even know if there will be any LFO's there!? Ref boarding any of that of that!

Ugh! This is why I think picking me is such a bad choice but he's not even listening!!

[Staring is ruuuuuuude. He's been subject to enough of it, honestly. Iwato island isn't exactly home to lovers of foreigners.]

LFOs? Ref-boarding? [Sounds familiar and yet not...] That's a chance you'll be forced to make, I guess. Sorry, I can't help you.

Not if your mun has made up his mind.

[If Renton knew what a horrible time Ao had been having, if he knew the boy was called an Alien and treat like a minority his whole life, he honestly wouldn't be staring but... he just looks so much like Eureka!!!]

Ugh, yeah... Just some stuff I'm used to, its not important now I guess.

[Hand waving and sighing.]

Its not your fault, I doubt anyone could change his mind... Just goes to show how much life keeps on sucking.

[At this point, it's more annoying than- Augh.] What is it?

Of course it is. They'll always be important.

[awkwaaaaard silence] But life does seem to suck [a lot. always.] sometimes.

Gah! Sorry! I don't mean to stare!!

[Shaking his head side to side franticly out of embarrassment from being caught looking.]

Well then I'm not surprised if they get taken away from me... Everything [I love] important to me gets stolen away sooner or later.

[Feeling sorry for yourself isn't going to make your dreams come true... Renton should know this by now.]

[So weird. He's a little embarrassed for Renton, honestly.] No, it's um. It's okay. Just don't do it again?

But... That's sort of pessimistic, isn't it? [YET FAMILIAR ohgod] Shouldn't you fight for those important things?

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Y-yea I won't I'm sorry ...

[He just can't shake it from his mind though!]

You kinda looked like a girl I know... I don't mean to offend by saying that!!!

[Wow, Renton's people skills are awesome huh? This couldn't go any worse if he tried to mess it up.]

.... I've been fighting for those things all my life...Its just hard...

[Huh? Wait, what? What] I do?

[SINKING FEELING] What's her name?

Yeah... heh, like really look like her.

Huh? Oh, Eureka, her name is Eureka.

[Awkward silence...]

[Well, Eureka isn't a very common name. So, he's sort of going to step back.]

No way. Mo- You... What's your name?

[No! Don't back up! Renton steps forwards, expression on his face almost desperate!]

Wait! You know her?! You know Eureka?! Where is she!?

[He's too startled, he almost forgot to answer!]

Huh? Oh eh, Renton! I'm Renton! Tell her I'm looking for her! Tell her I never gave up!

[No, no, no. The desperation is almost ignored by Ao. Renton. That was the name of his-]

You're lying. ...You- [You left. Even if the other appears no older than him, Ao feels as if he needs to throw the blame around. This is the closest thing to his father he's ever had.]

[He takes several steps away.] I don't believe you. [Not even if the Eureka he met mentioned how Renton would surely find her, or how things that he cannot explain have been occurring left and right. He won't. He can't.]

Wait what!? What's wrong? Why are you-- Hold up! I don't understand!

[Don't do this to him man... Renton moves forwards again.]

What don't you believe? My name or that I'm looking for her? Either way it doesn't matter what you believe!! All that matters is if you know where she is!

[If only he was only, if only he knew what was happening right now...]

You're wrong. [His face scrunches into a glare. He's trying fast to hide the beginnings of tears.] I... I don't believe anything about you.

[The accusation is immature, childish, but-] I'm looking for her, too, but I'll find her. I'll find m- [He chokes on the word.] Eureka!

[This doesn't sound good to Renton at all! The only people he knew that had been after Eureka were those horrible military scientists! There was no way he was going to let this kid get to her before him and hand her over to someone who was only going to lock her up again!]

... You're wrong... You're not going to find Eureka... I won't let you... I wont let anyone hurt her...I promised her and I'm NOT going back on my word!

[His voice wobbled and broke before he yelled out and lunged at the boy.]

The only person finding Eureka is ME!!

[He's thrown back by Renton lunging, but he struggles in return. This boy- This boy is his father.]

Liar... You didn't save her! ["You didn't save us," is what he wants to spew out, hands and feet flailing.] Where were you when Iwato Island's inhabitants shunned her?! Where were you when she disappeared?!

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[If only Renton wasn't so het up and passionate about finding Eureka, maybe he would have noticed more about the boy before him... Put two and two together...]

What would you know about it!? [Drying his wet face with the back of his wrist. Danmit! He didn't want to cry or show weakness!] What are you talking about?! She was taken FROM me! I've been looking for her this whole time!

[He was getting more and more wound up.]

Who are you to her anyway!? Why do you even care?! I'm not falling for yours or anyones tricks!

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Finally Looking For A Home

ho snap

Brain break much? D:

soooo much

awkward much? xD

gawd awkward times a billion

the awkward turtle must be passed down in their dna :3

you know it

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Oh God Ao D: breaking my heart here!

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