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dear_mun2012-07-15 12:18 am
leftinbasketforfbi) wrote in dear_mun2012-07-15 12:18 am
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Mun's planning on apping him to striatum. Muse is not happy.
Mun, please be reasonable. I'm not--it's a post-apocalyptic survival horror game! And you want to put me there without my memories?! That's--no, no, I'm not going to be able to survive there!
[You don't give yourself enough credit, Reid.]
My memories--I need them, they're what make me me! Memories, memories form one's image of oneself, provide context to put future experiences in, inform how one wants to behave... [The idea of his mun actually altering his mind is deeply upsetting, even more so than the idea of being dropped in a dangerous world. He feels downright violated by the concept.] Without that, I don't have a chance of survival. This place... there are things that can turn me into a single-minded murderer. They can turn me into what I've dedicated my life to fighting. This is...
...Listen, Mun, you like me, right? That's what you tell me. Well, listen, I've found that, that I've come to terms with a lot of things. I can handle the possibility of death, of torture, and of pain. I don't want to face it, but if that's what you do to me, I know I can't stop you. I can handle all that, but please... let me keep my mind intact.
[I wonder if I want to send in his vampire AU instead...]
...You're not listening.
[You don't give yourself enough credit, Reid.]
My memories--I need them, they're what make me me! Memories, memories form one's image of oneself, provide context to put future experiences in, inform how one wants to behave... [The idea of his mun actually altering his mind is deeply upsetting, even more so than the idea of being dropped in a dangerous world. He feels downright violated by the concept.] Without that, I don't have a chance of survival. This place... there are things that can turn me into a single-minded murderer. They can turn me into what I've dedicated my life to fighting. This is...
...Listen, Mun, you like me, right? That's what you tell me. Well, listen, I've found that, that I've come to terms with a lot of things. I can handle the possibility of death, of torture, and of pain. I don't want to face it, but if that's what you do to me, I know I can't stop you. I can handle all that, but please... let me keep my mind intact.
[I wonder if I want to send in his vampire AU instead...]
...You're not listening.