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[persecutioncomplex]

... I won't have to kill anyone to graduate from there?

Not even her? She won't drive anyone away, even if someone likes me at all? I know you had a girl make a lot of friends there, but she's one of those girls. The kind who's popular with the boys, you know what I mean. She isn't like me at all. They'll hate me, and if she ever wins they'll hate me even more. You know this isn't going to work!

And a degenerate old man like him can't help my craft, even if you like the idea. Just leave me alone, all right?

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[tunedtears]

Being forced into it, are you? If you don't have the control, don't fight it. It isn't bad to be hated.

[persecutioncomplex]

It might not be as bad as where I am now, but anywhere I go they hate me. They need to.

[tunedtears]

So you're saying you do something to deserve being hated, then? If so, you need to be proud of that. I know I am. I live to be hated.

[persecutioncomplex]

... proud of it? Are you trying to protect someone from you?

[tunedtears]

I protect myself. Why would you want to protect others?

[persecutioncomplex]

It isn't safe if I get too close. I'll hurt them, or they'll hurt me. Is that what it's like when you want to be hated too?

[tunedtears]

It is.

[ She pauses, giving a moment's thought before adding: ]

But I don't get hurt.

[persecutioncomplex]

You can't, or you don't let people?

[tunedtears]

I can be hurt, injured, killed. But I don't let that happen.

[persecutioncomplex]

By letting people hate you?

[tunedtears]

Hate blinds others. They're easy to trick when they act brashly, without thinking. Never stop planning and you won't lose the advantage over others. Hate is a useful emotion to give others.

[persecutioncomplex]

I'm not trying to win.

[tunedtears]

But you're not trying to die.

[omegapsyclone]

Woah! Why would you have to kill anyone? That's not good at all! I mean, you can do anything if you put your mind to it, but I don't know about any of this killing and hating stuff. Things'll work themselves out, you know?

[persecutioncomplex]

It's how you graduate from my high school. Like that book that came out a few years ago. It was filth, full of all sorts of murders and sex and horrible things. I'm not surprised someone decided to copy it.

She's thinking she might send me somewhere different, and I can come back and help my class escape. But it isn't going to work. She's only good at one girl these days.

[omegapsyclone]

That place sounds awful! But I don't get it, why would they make a place like that? It... it just doesn't sound good! Why doesn't someone stop it?

There are so many places, though, how can anyone decide? I haven't been able to go anywhere, but I don't think I want to with how scary it all sounds...! But-- But you can't give up, okay? We all have to be strong!

[persecutioncomplex]

I don't know. I thought I was going to a better school, but then... it turned into a horrible prison, even if we're given the luxury to do what we please. There are no teachers or classes, no rules. But all of us but one are going to die.

You could go to a lot of places. She wants me to go somewhere no one would know me.

[omegapsyclone]

But... but if it doesn't have any classes, it's not a school! That's... that's just murder! That's horrible!

But... what do you mean? You mean no one from your school, or no one anywhere? You... you want to start over?

[persecutioncomplex]

None of her friends, and none of mine. It's going to turn out the same no matter how many places I go.

[omegapsyclone]

But it'll be different if no one knows you, right? Then you'll be fine!

[hydeing_monster]

You will be alright. People from there are equipped to handle her to a certain degree.

Also you don't need to be popular to have friends. Those of intellect often find themselves to have few but very close friends.

lmao do i know you

[persecutioncomplex]

No one wants to be around me, even if they get it. ...nobody except Mako, and everybody knows he's an idiot. He's not even supposed to be there.

Nobody cares except... Togami-kun... and he wants me to stay far away.